Year 2008

Hopefully I'm able to finish this post before the year of 2008 ends.

Summer School starts and it seems that my mind is still wandering else way and I guess I'm still in the -Summer Holidays- mood. Too bad, few weeks gone and the final will be very soon. It's time to buck up with my studies and I have presentation and test and also assignments to be done the very beginning of year 2009.

Went steamboat with Charl on Christmas eve. And it was BBQ Buffet Steamboat. Too bad they don't offer much variety of food, basically are fishballs and bbq stick. The best part was that they have a big pan for you to do the BBQ. I found an interesting fishball - the Star fishball.

the Star fishball

that's only part of it. we really ate a lot!

After dinner, we had drinks at Wings Cafe. And I won a mini X'mas cup from the lucky draw too. :p I want the hamper lah!!! Hahaha...

Anyway, there is another 10 more minutes before 2009 starts. I wanna make this my last post of Year 2008 so I got to post this up now. Of course, I'll add on others.

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**Happy 2009! May the economy will turn around and ALL THE BEST to everyone!
Muackss...**

damn it!!

I missed 2 lecture class today. 

Class started at 3.30pm, as usual I will depart from home around 2.30pm or the latest by 2.45pm. 

Alright it gos like that, since morning, I havce been checking Blackboard to download the lecture notes but Miss has yet to upload it. And guess what! She posted it on 2.30pm! Okay, this shouldn't be a problem, just print immediately and leave what. Who knows, my printer was sick!!! I tried twice and got very pissed off with it as it was not functioning. Damn it! The time was already 2.45pm. Gosh, without hesitation I turned off the printer and quickly get into the car and GO!!!! Mana tau!!! When I was about to go on the bridge at Segambut, I saw a long queue, I thought perhaps was the traffic light problem. (I never expect this to see this ya) Slowly when I drove further only I realised that it was not the traffic light problem -lah!!! Both way was jam, terrible jam, the cars along Jalan Duta and Jalan Kuching couldn't move at all. I was shocked when I saw it!!! In my mind I tried to figured out any other way that I could use so that I won't be late. Here or there, turn here and turn there and finally, I turned into Persiaran Dutamas and call Evert for guidance as I haven't been there before only knew that there is a way out to Segambut and from there I can pass by Sri Sinar and turn out to LDP. 

Finally I reached campus, but it was 4.00pm. Too late to enter the lecture hall. So, I thought of entering the hall during the break which is usually around 4.30pm. The lonely me, wandering around the campus and went to the library and online while waiting for time to past and Lisun to call me when it is break time. 

My cell shows 4.41pm, I wonder how come Lisun didn't call me. When Lisun told me that only left 12 slides, I guessed there won't be a short break. So, GO HOME -lo!!! Really damn damn damn it! Wth happened and caused hectic jam and I was so unlucky and I was late to class and I missed two lectures eventually and I'm piss off with that!!! I guess it must be the road block around KL area for the countdown party but it couldn't be so early what!!!! 

Damn it!!! 140 bucks gone for 2 lectures and I missed 1 tutorial last week. So, it will be 210 bucks gone in totality!!! And not to forget the petrol as well!!! Must get a HD to compensate my daddy. Hahaha...Yes, MUST!!! Not only for that silly reason but also for myself to apply scholarships lol. ^.^

Another YumCha Session

Here is another yum cha session with my high school friends. And my dear friends, our next meet will be in mid of 2009. Will miss you guys! To those who did not attend, make yourself available next time please!

The random photos....

all peace (liyee's pose) :-)

Posing... (take 1)


Posing... (take 2)

Cool kokwai...smile -lah!

that's our secret... devil laugh!!!

the guys...

the girls...

the group...

kw was shooting...? ^_^

my...my...MY HAND!!!

Ms. LiYee ar...not ready la...
anyway, a nice one!

ya, girl you can take photo with him!!!

fong mein is promoting him ''X''

a nice one! (i mean myself la...i look fair kan...nyek nyek)
just kidding!

dark vs fair... muahahahah

another photo taken with approval!!! haha...

More photos to be uploaded soon. I got to watch ''unclassified file'' now!

February Song

by Josh Grabon

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes

Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes

Past events

Past events? I have no idea to give a title to this post, so I would just name it Past Events since it supposed to be posted before the previous post but due to over excited bla bla bla~~~ That's why bla bla bla~~~

Dated: 24th November 2008
Had a gathering with my Sixth Form friends. And, I said something that I think is kinda hurting to him! Did I? I'm just being frank to tell the truth. I don't know whether my feelings or what the others said were true or not, I don't take any further action so to avoid any misunderstanding in future that will affect our relationship (I mean friendship la...) since I did not listen the true words from your mouth. What I heard was from my friends' mouth and what they said told me that ''perhaps'' I'm right. (You guys know what I am saying)

Dated: 29th November 2008
I got a call from Henny that morning and asking whether I'm attending FIR's concert. Of course no lah, because its too far. Hrm, Genting wasn't far but its kinda troublesome to travel all the way there. I just don't understand why the organizer changed the venue. Why not remain it at the Stadium. If it was to be held at the Stadium, I'd definitely go! Okay, back to Henny's call. She said Yap has free tickets. I was like gone crazy. ''FREE TICKETS??!!''. I ring up Elaine - the FIR fans immediately after hanging up the phone. But too bad, too late to date her, she has date! Ya, it was too last minute. I called Jeff, Winnie and yokeching but noone can make it! Yorr... you won't understand my feelings when I got to ''say No'' to FIR's ticket!! You won't feel the heartpain like me!!! I have been longing for their concert since the day I listened to their CDs and now they were here for concert and I got to say ''NO''!! Wtf...!!! I got no choice but to give away the tickets. Arghhh.....

And when I read the news about their concert from newsspaper the next day. It was written that the concert was great!!! I really missed it!!!

Since I can't go so that night as planned it was steamboat time! This was my first time having BBQ Steamboat Buffet with Charl. The variety of food was just so so only. The soup doesn't taste nice.

And, these are how I rate them:

- Variety of food : 7/10
- Taste of soup : 6/10
- Freshness of food : 6/10
- Price : 7/10

Tiffany was back, however we dumped her and managed to meet her up later. Haha... The reason was because we feel sleepy after steamboat.

This is the only photo taken and after that, we were busy ''BBQ-ing''.

Dated: 30th November 2008
Happiest day for the past 11 months. My effort has finally paid off.

Dated: 2nd December 2008
Am now back to Summer School and will be busy with online tests, assignment, presentation and progress test. I have no regret taking summer course though I won't be enjoying the summer holidays, believed that I've made the right choice.

Before (Holidays)

After... (Now)

And, to Daddy and mummy, I keep my promise, I'LL NEVER DISAPPOINT YOUR! I WANT YOU TO BE PROUD OF ME AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

And, friends, thanks for your concern and care during my doomsday (you know who you are), thanks for willing to spare me your ears to hear me and willing to listen to my grumbles. A million x0000000000 thanks to your! Muacksss......

Something extra:


This photo was captured while I was driving on my way back. I took my mobile and switch on the camera immediately when I saw this plate number and try to keep near to the car and when I thought of going nearer again the car has signaled to turn left. Without hesitation, click on zoom and chik chak. This is the outcome, a bit blur. Its HC21!!! ^^

Huuray

I can't wait to share this NOW!

10.30pm, my cell rang non-stop but I didn't answer any of it as, first, I have blocked some calls because I just received many strange numbers recently, second, I was bathing. I knew that the final results will release on 1st Dec on Webct. And to be frank, I have no intention at all to check it out immediately since VU Melb will be delivering my results to home. So, I thought to wait for the ''black&white'' results slip. And also think that if I score badly I have no courage to tell my parents too, so let them to see themselves.

After bath and done, I just thought to online and check any latest updates about the summer school. When I just login to MSN, friends were asking ''have you check?'', ''how ar, check already?'', ''good or bad?'' non-stop. These messages made me felt so nervous and started shivering. I text Charl immediately and tell her that my results has released as Aussie time has passed 12am, meaning 1st Dec. While busying replying them, my hands were shivering, wondering whether I should check it out. Some urged me to check it immediately so if I failed any paper I got to register for the supplementary paper and could start to plan the study time. Lolx... So, I decided to check it out. 

Alright, I have 4 subjects for this semester, which are 

1. Business Statistics (No doubt, I have confidence to score HD for this), 

2. Microeconomic Principles (I have confidence also but is just either D or HD), 

3. Business Law (Felt upset with my assignment marks and thought that these would pulled down my final marks, but still I think that I will pass and maybe get a HD!! *ps: the subject that I put most effort on it) and 

4. Management & Organisation Behaviour (Frankly, I have no confidence at all because I did not finish all the questions and when I entered the hall, my brain gone blank - I have forgotten everything!!!)

And, the conclusion is ....

1. Business Statistics - HD

2. Microeconomic Principles - HD

3. Business Law - D 

4. Management & Organisation Behaviour - D

I got 2 HD & 2D le. Hmm, I do admit that I am greedy la, I suppose to get all HD if that issue doesn't happen (people who knows what happen will understand me) and I think this would be the best result (should be) I ever got since my high school.

Hahaha... When I saw this, I couldn't control myself and broken into tears and immediately shared it with dad and mummy. But, they was not really satisfied as both my law and management paper marks was considered ''bad'' to them. Suddenly, I felt so down and I tried to explain to them that law paper failure rate is high and I did not finish my management paper. But, don't think that they accept that. Ya, they were just being a little cruel. Why can't they just at least praise my hard work?! Anyway, I will never give up again. Gambate~~Of course, peoples who were waiting for my news at least got a good news from me and thanks for their compliment. Hahaha.... never forget to text Charl the next second too to share this with her.

I still feel so so so happy, the hard work finally paid off. But, I do have to admit that I did have the thought to give up when I was answering my management paper. Its over. And, soon, I'll be back to Summer School lolx.

I can do cooking :)

I cooked ''mun yee mee'' yesterday. Overall its okay. I'd rate it 6 above 10, because it is not salty enough, little oily, the mee is not soft enough and the meat was a little hard. So, each of this will deduct 1 mark. Hahaha...

I miss food so much. I can't stop myself to think of it. I'm browsing to website to look for eatery, books and tv program. My next destination will be the newly opened buffet steamboat at Kepong!!!

I had a dream yesterday. I dreamt that I got 4 credits and 1 HD. Frankly, though all pass, but I don't want this. I feel nervous to see my result lah and VU Melb will be posting my final result to daddy very very soon. I can't imagine how my results will be this time, as some issues have affected me to concentrate on my studies. Argh~~~~~~~~

NO 1/2 <3

Noone can share a man's heart with others k.. Please, be mature!! Don't hurt the other party! Please. She deserved for your ''whole heart'' but not half of it. Even, me myself is not that kind-hearted till I can share a heart with someone. Please! Its over!!! Don't tell me this is being loyal to your partner k!!

Argh....fjkhnbnad beuihfren klnjfadifyabirfoemfdafnfhadigyr8ifodmfa;pxmxjxoj... I shouldn't ask him what does the pm meant.

蓝眼星

What is 蓝眼星? Do not ask me what is the term in English, because I don't know. :P

Eng hsiang told me this. When you wander at the beach at night, you will see something like a star blinking in the sand. Oh gosh, you get what I mean?? I don't know how to explain if you don't understand... He told me this is called 蓝眼星. I tried to google search this, but I couldn't found any related site about this. Does this really exist? HC loves beaches so much, but she does not know that there is such thing at night at the beach. Oh gosh.. Is it true? I can't wait to see that. I want to see this before my 21st birthday if it is true. *dreaming* again. There is a story behind alright. Well, I will elaborate more when I finish the illustrate pic. *winks*

h.o.m.e.

Holiday... Holiday...

I'm enjoying my holidays now. I almost stayed at home everyday, sleep and eat then sleep again. Of course, I can't live without tv. My daily routine is like: wake up, breakfast, read newspaper, watch tv, definitely will fall asleep again, wake up, lunch, tv, then sleep again..... By the way, I have finished the moonlight resonance hk series. A bit out-date-d right... Hahaha...

I'm waiting for the carnival sales to start then the shopping queen will be back again, hahaha. My itchy hand is well prepared already.

Between, I have another 1 week holiday only. :( The summer school will start in December. Luckily there is only 1 assignment. Woo....

Got to go bed earlier. Am going jogging with Charl tomorrow. Muahaha... HC is on diet...

why...why...why...

Why??? Why??? Why??? and WHY.........??????

I just don't understand why the situation turned out to be like that. I have always prayed that everything will be alright at the end. And it seems that it is becoming more serious...

I just hate them. I understand that they stand on their principle, but why not they think of the children. Why can't they just give up that thing. I don't mean to ask them to give up, perhaps a little approval will do a lot. I'm suffering. I just don't know what can I do next. I really hoped that grandpa and grandma are still here. At least they are here to solve the problem. At least, the relationship won't be that bad now. I have no power at all to control or even calm down the situation. I am at the middle person position now. I'm trying to help both parties, but it seems that I didn't do anything. All I can is only pray...pray...pray and pray. Hoping that grandma and grandpa could hear me and give me a direction or some guidance.

I just hate the adults. Hate the way they are now. Hate that every of their decision that affect the young generation. Hate the way they always think that they are right. Hate that they thought because you are children, you don't know much. I HATE THE SITUATION NOW!!! I deeply understand their reasons, but why can't both party step back and look at the future. We, the young one, the innocent person, who deserves for the smile now, turned out to be crying everyday.

The Winner Takes It All

Singer: Meryl Steep

Title: The Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see

The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

I just love this so much. I cried in the cinema when I saw this scene. Luppu luppu!!!
The winner really takes it all...

boring...

I have nothing to do other than online at this time. At first, I thought of watching Moonlight Renaissance, but mt wasn't at home so I can't get the dvd from her. Sigh...boring la...

Sometimes, I just feel that is fucking bored to online unless necessary. I do chat with friends, checking my blackboard, update my friends and also update my blogs, but it seems that there is nothing much more that I could do here. Indeed, I have the moonlight renaissance in my laptop, but never expect me to watch it with a laptop, neither desktop. I'd rather sleep.

Since it was pretty bored. I managed to clear all my mails. Oh my god, I have 237 mails in my inbox man and it was only a month ago when I checked my emails. Alright, checking emails and the same time browsing thru some other websites. I just thought of visiting a wedding website which I found on the newspaper just now and from there I am linked, linked and linked to other websites. I found a website with all love poems. By the way, I'm not getting married k. I just thought of getting some ideas to give fion a surprise on her wedding. And, it's on my 21st birthday somemore!!! Hahaha... And I just found this damn cool website, where I can buy a star!!! Perhaps I should say that where I can register a star under my name and it will be registed in the copyright office in USA. Sounds cool right. HC want that!!! How I wish my dear could give me this!! Pisces starts dreaming again. But ain't it looks cool and romantic. Precisely... *dreaming*

Sigh, I still have a pretty childish dream. Shh...in fact, noone knows even my exs. I'll tell this later... Hahaha.... 

I still have another 189 mails... I'm pretty tired now though I have slept so many hours today. Besides, I got to wake up early tomorrow to help Henny to order the kuihs, lol. Maybe I'll go for a jogging.

By the way, I just got the keyboard cover for my laptop babe!!! Little keyboard babe, now you are protected. -Dust Free- Hahaha...

Summer Holidays

Its Summer Holidays..................................... wulalalala..... 

Exam season is over. I can go shopping!!! May and I went and watched Mamma Mia yesterday. Its was really a nice show I would say. Hc break her record again, she is going to cinema more than twice a year. Hahaha... I just love the song, the story, the people in it. I just hope that I could even go for the show which will be held in Malaysia soon. Mamma mia...mine mine~~~ I fall in love with Abba's songs already. :p

 

Went shopping today and I bought some tops. Haha.... Damn syok!!! 

I want to shop till I drop! *Giggles* 

Ladies night~~~ Ladies night~~~ Can't wait to see you guys...

sad

Sad Sad Sad...

Not happy with my law assignment marks... Arrghh... How can it be...

Sad Sad Sad....

WHY LIKE THAT ONE!!!!

sob sob sob

100GB memory

Planning, organising, leading, controlling... Hahaha... Ya, memorise memorise and memorise... I need a 100GB memory brain to store all the keywords, essay point and sample answers... Hahaha... I wish~~~It's just a wish~~~

I should have watched this earlier...Sigh.. Lazy ching! Only managed to have a look yesterday night around 2.30am. Thought this perhaps could give me some guidance!!! So, what I found? Oh gosh, I found useful tips la!!!

Now, I found a good place to do my revision... The National Library. A place where I can run away from all the frustrating issues. I'm trying very hard to keep all the annoying issues aside, I'm trying..but, frankly, sometimes I still think of it...Arghh....Frustrated already!!! Shoo~~~~~~~~ Shoo~~~~~~~~~~

Henny, Fennee, Fion and Hy... Lets have the Ladies night on again after my final!!! Miss you guys badly!!!

HC will be alright soon. *wink*

My good listener when I am down...Support me...

damn f**cking

Study week is going to end.. Geerrr.... final exam!!!

Sadly, study week seems to be a hectic week to me. Its really a bad time. I have never had such pressure doomsday before... I just couldn't concentrate on my studies and I have another 3 days to final.. Final!!! Final!!! Its final!!! Why all this came in at the same time? I am not going to tell whats going on now... I just want to put this aside. Its killing me!!! Because of this, I can't even concentrate, broke into tears again and again. How I wish grandma and grandpa are still here... Ya...how I wish... But, will never come true...

someone passed away

I am preparing my law summary notes. And, suddenly, I heard the drum sounds. Ya, I know, its the monk who hit on the drum (time to pray, pray and chant for the deceased). And later it followed by a light thunder storm. Ya, it's going to rain (it is raining already). They are sad, that their beloved mother has passed away. And the God is crying.

And it reminded me of my dearest grandpa. He passed away in 2006. It was the 13th day of CNY. I break down, I cried and sat on the floor in the ICU. I have no more grandparents. Ah ma and ah gong are gone. So, noone will share my happiness. I have no grandparents to sit with me in the same table on my wedding dinner. They are not going to ''yum seng'' with me. They are not going to get the allowances from me when I start to work. They are not going to see my babies. They would not be there when I need help and a shoulder. For that very moment, I lose them. Lose people to share happiness and sadness with me. They brought me up and I felt guilty when I recalled for those irrespectful deeds that I have done towards them. But, they have no complaints at all. THEY ARE MY DEAREST BELOVED AH MA AND AH GONG!!!

It is raining now, so meaning that people will not visit the deceased house to pay a last respect? It happened in grandpa's funeral too. Because, grandpa passed away during CNY, and usually chinese would prefer not to attend events that will bring bad luck to them, so called ''pantang''!!! To me, I don't care whether it is a tradition or whatsoever called pantang. What I hoped was only people (I mean it can be anyone who knows my grandpa to come and pay a last respect, I don't even mind if you just walk in and pray and leave) to come and pray grandpa at least A LAST RESPECT. When babies were borned, the parent will have parties or dinners to celebrate the happiness of a new borned baby. But, why not people take the effort to at least step in the house to give a bow. I don't think that it takes a day energy to just step in. Perhaps what I am expecting is just merely a fairness to my grandpa or respect from people from my grandpa or notice fron people that a good man passed away. There wasn't much people on the funeral day as it was ''chap goh mei''. To me, it was really saddening. Because, noone accompany ah gong for his last journey.

Anyway, I am proud of him.

Recalling this incident has made me broke into tears again.

To ah gong: ''take care of ah ma okay. love your always'' From the naughty ah ching!

Fatty Ching

I'm gonna be the fatty ching. Erm, am already a fatty ching. So, now will be mummy and daddy's fattiest ching...

I started craving for food when I finished my last assignment (the most hectic one among all assignments). Why?

Ya, stress!!! I have less than 3 weeks to final from now. It's the final countdown from now... *I left 18 days to final* -Gosshhh-

HC, no more wandering. Business law, the most hectic subject. I'm gonna torture myself to finish reading the whole textbook and preparing summary notes within 2 weeks.

The Summer School name list is out. I ned to make decision again. DIlemma~~~ If I take, I will have to study during the cny holidays. If I don't, of course I could enjoy a long long cny holidays BUT I don't wanna stress up again when I need to take 4+1 subjects altogether next semester and there would be at least 4 assignments too. To be frank, I have no conclusion yet since the final registration is on 31 Oct. Would consider whether others are joining or not.

I WANT FOOD!!!

pissed off

What the......!!!! I am pretty angry now. Get frustrated with it.

I hate doing group assignment!!!

WTF!!!

saman

I was found in fault. I parked my car at the roadside and went to buy some stuffs just now. I saw there were cars being parked there and thinking that police will hardly saman on saturday. So, I headed and parked the car there. Who knows when I am out from the shop, the police was there already and I saw a receipt being slipped on the mirror.

Bad day...

Summer School

At first I have no intention at all to attend the summer school. But, I saw my coursemates were filling up the form and I just asked. Never thought of attending it also. Just want to find out why don't they take a rest during this coming summer holidays.

Ya, there were right too. By taking 2 core subjects now, then you won't stress up yourself in the next sem. Like how we are suffering now, we don't even have a break after the mid term break. We have assignments due every consecutive week, and till today, we have one more assignment to be done and due next week. Then, its revision week and later FINAL!!! Then summer holidays... 3 months man. I can enjoy the chinese new year and go vacation with my big families. -giggles-

But, I don't wanna stress up myself next sem. So, I headed to the aup office to get the form filled and handed in. However, I still have to wait for seat confirmation and I can decide later whether t join or not. I'm still wondering whether I should take the summer school class.

Sigh... I'm having headache already. Don't even want to think of it also. And finals is around, got to work hard already. And and and, I want to have shopping spree after my finals. Yeah~~~

bye my hair

Saying goodbye to my hair..
I have trimmed my hair and it was quite short.
Sigh~~~ I shouldn't have entered that salon. I preferred Eddy-the hair stylist man!!!

wtf

Wtf !!!! I am almost done with the assignment and today only I heard that I have to change my report format!!! Errhhhhhhhhh..........

I'm going crazy!!! Can I just get rid of this report as soon as possible and I wanna start doing my law notes!!!! I still think that my report format is acceptable. Hate the latest format I heard!!!

Gosh...........got to suffer to restructure it again... Wtf!

If

If people can do this, why can't you?

This suddenly appeared in my mind as I was doing my assignment now. Indeed, I expected it to be done last week though the submission date has postponed but I'm always expecting to do the best that I could. And till today, I am reading through it again and again, making amendments again and again. I believe that my efforts will pay off one day!

If people can score high distinction, why can't you?

Parents used to tell this to their children. But, sometimes, that's the initiative of him/her that matters. Right? No, but sometimes, you can't compare certain things with others. Like what the Chinese said, ''you compare, you'll suffer''.

So, in conclusion, the statement ''if people can do this, why can't you?'' is it true? Meaning that if people can climb the KK mountain, so can I? Headache headache......

....

GRANDPA AND GRANDMA, WHERE ARE YOUR?

I MISS YOUR SO SO MUCH...

NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, DO NOT WORRY ABOUT US.

HOPE YOUR ARE DOING WELL THERE. DO COME AND TELL ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING THERE.

100 HUGS AND 100 MUACKS...

I LOVE YOU, GRANDPA AND GRANDMA!!!!

21.02.2009

People must be thinking that I am crazy since I started to plan my next year birthday. Hahaha...

Yes, its HC 21st birthday next year on 21.02.2009. So sad that next year after 21st of February, I will no longer be under age already. Mummy, can I stay at 18 years old forever ar? Sigh...

Had dinner with the HRians yesterday and got to know that Fion is getting married. Congratulations first!!! And her wedding dinnner will be held on 21.02.2009 too. So, I'll be celebrating my 21st birthday on a wedding dinner? Is something different. And Henny and I will be the ''dai kam jie'' that day? Hahaha... Hrmm....will plan this after final with my darlingsss....

Hey Fion, I'll be damn free after my finals and if you need any helper do call me ya. Hrmm, I'll charge you of course. There is no free lunch k... *giggles*

Happy?

HAPPY? NOT REALLY....

Finally, I got my microeconomics mid term test marks and frankly, am not satisfied with it.

I got 41 over 50 only. Sigh... not enough la... I want more!!! So, must put more effort again!!!

I will never disappoint you, you, you, you, you...and myself of course.

I am...

She said I am a 滥好人. Yes, precisely I'm now.

I felt regret for what I have done on you. My only intention was just to concern and advise you and I thought that as a friend to you, I should do so and also that the others dare not step out to do so. I don't think that I was scolding you but talking in a way that people would think that I was scolding you. In fact, I'm not!!! As far as our concern, you are really not in the right track now and that keeps us worry of you. After that incident, I felt so regret and couldn't even concentrate on my studies as I have a test the next day. I got to worry how you are doing with your assignment, test preparation and tutorials homework. Not only I was the one who worried, indeed all of us!!!

I REALLY HAVE NO INTENTION TO SCOLD YOU!!! When grandpa and grandma passed away, it reminded me that I will never allow myself to have such feelings called ''regret'' anymore. The bad feelings called ''regret'' penetrated into my heart for my deeds that day. I just hate it!!! But, I can't ask ''regret'' to get away!!! In fact, its my mistake but for some , they think that I'm right. So, what's the conclusion??? That's no longer important....

And yesterday when I told Charl about my action, she said that I shouldn't have bothered it and let the others to do that. Now, I know that you are afraid of me and in return, people thinks that I am a 滥好人.

Ya, 滥好人!!!! L HUI CHING, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO REPEAT THIS AGAIN!!! NEVER EVER!!! Tq Charl anyway when she reminded me! about it!! I'll keep this in mind!!! Will never be the 滥好人 anymore!!!

Phillipe Renault

PHILLIPE RENAULT

I am so in love with Phillipe Renault's watches. I discovered this one day through daddy's credit card brochure 2 years ago. I did manage to find it from almost all watch shops in mall but I just can't find any retailer. I do found that I can purchase the watch through net but I don't think that its safety. Err....I want Phillipe Renault!!!! So, I got to beg daddy to swipe ''hardly'' so that I can redeem my watch. That's only the best and safest way for me to get the watch.

Love them so much... Its just too nice for me!!!

Coming Up...

I have passed up my business law assignment this week and am done with the microeconomics test today. What's next?

I will not have any extra time to lag anymore...
1. Got to buck up with my business law and management and organization behavior.
2. Moral Project will due next week.
3. Business Statistics assignment will due on the following week.
4. Management and organization behavior final assignment will due on the forth week.
5. Got to start to prepare for my business law notes.
6. Got to start doing revision... 2 more weeks left after my final assignment to FINAL EXAM!!!

GAMBATEH!!!
There is only a way to succeed - WORK HARD! WORK HARDER!!! WORK DAMN HARD!!!!!!

So, offline now!!! Hahaha....

F I N A L L Y

Finally, I am done with the business law assignment. I screwed myself for the past 1 week and suffered a lot especially during the weekends just hoping to finish it today and submit it to Turnitin. Yeah, I did it. I was forced to sit in front of my laptop from day till night, even when I go to bed, all kinds of interpretation was in my brain. Aiksss....anyhow, after the torturing weekend, I am done and have submitted in to Turnitin. So, wait for my tutorial class to hand up my hard copy lol. Wink*. By the way, I am pretty tired now, rushing for the assignment and got to help out mummy to prepare the dishes just now as we were having dinner with my cousins, auntie and uncle at my house today for the mooncake festival celebrations. Its time to bed, I am ''fishing'' already. Hahahah... Good Night and Hello to my sweet dreams. Hope to dream of my grandma and grandpa telling me that how are there doing ''there''!!!

Many more to catch up, eg, I paid 57 bucks for a movie. Its damn expensive yet worth it. No No No... Yes...No..Yes.......... sLeePy....

you see...

You see... What I have planned for my holidays have totally gone. Its totally different from what I am doing now. Today is Friday and I managed to finish my MOB assignment on Tuesday but only finished it yesterday only and I have yet to start with the business law assignment, Shit~~~ But, I did not go lepak during holidays, instead I met up Charl for badminton and we then had brunch together on Wednesday. That's it!!!
And what I have been doing for the past 3 hours?? I have been trying to read all my emails, I have more than 120 emails, and I am trying my very best to go through each of them and try to reply some of them. Hahaha....
Not going to crap anymore. I got to to start with my Business Law assignment and not to forget that there will be a test after this semester break, Errhhh....... Gambateh...... *giggling*...not more lagging...

A visit to orphanage

It was my first time to the orphanage. And I assure myself that if it was not because to fulfill my moral project I'll definitely don't know how an orphanage looks like.
Last Saturday, my group paid a visit to the Yellow House located at Cheras. I was told that the orphanage is basically Malays and Indians and I were afraid that language seems to be a problem to communicate with one another. We planned many programmes but it ended up only one is successful which is the singing part.
My children for that 2 hours session, was Angah. Throughout the whole session, Lisun, yeefang and I were teaching her to read some books and I was kinda surprised that they know quite a lot of words instead of those simple one. Who thought them? When it was nearly to the end, Lisun and I got to bring her to the canteen for their lunch before we leave. And, Angah felt sad when she heard that we were going to leave and ask if we could stay back with her for lunch and she wants to continue to study with us. It was very cruel to tell her that ''we MUST leave''. When we were at the canteen, Angah asked us when are we coming back. Lisun replied we came from somewhere very far by bus and we had to go back to study, we can't visit you so often. She then asked tomorrow can you come? ''Tomorrow is Merdeka Day, can your come and we celebrate together?'' It was so grieved that I don't even know how to reply her, afraid that I might hurt her. She kept on chasing after you just to find out when is our next visit. However, Lisun also replied her that ''next time la''. Can you feel that deep in their heart,they are expecting someone, or even a stranger just to visit them and accompany them. That's just so simple. But, it seems to be very hard to us!!!
And I tried to approach the sick bay which was then prohibited by the nurse there and what I saw really raised my annoyance on this damn parents!!!! Guess what I saw, in the sick bay, there were so many newly borned babies!!!! Why they were here??? Aren't they should be with their parents??? According to the person in charge, those babies were either being dumped by their parents 2 to 3 days after borned by the drain, roadside, etc or some other so-called reasons to dump them! WTH and WTF!!! These babies were innocent and I wondered how do their parent do this on their babies!!! How dare they hurt their children!!! If you have no intention to have babies, then why must you give birth to them and in the end they are the one who suffers!!! Pity them!!! They deserve for the smile, they deserve the care, they deserve the love from the world!!! But, the parents deserve the punish!!! There shouldn'tbe any reason to dump the children!!! That's a gift from god, appreciate it, love it, care it, smile that you had it!!! Argh~~~~ Gosh.....that's pathetic!!! And, by the way, there were more than 200 children inside. Meaning 200 over parents dumped their children there!!! Its freaking pissed off!!!!!!!

first time...

My FIRST first time
It was my very first time doing assignment and I was so surprised of my marks. Erm, 72.5%, consider okay what. But, to be frank, I'm not satisfy with it and think that I should have written a better one as I left out some important point in the assignment. Will work hard for the coming assignment. Gambateh!!!

My SECOND first time
It was my first test of this semester, and again I was so surprised that I scored full mark. Ya, it has been ages since when I scored full marks, perhaps more than 6 years. Hahaha... Will work harder and will never disappoint you, you, you and you!!!

My THIRD first time
And finally, I got my self a laptop, thanks mummy for the laptop. Love you so much, MUACKS!!!! Aiks, I am not used to laptop actually, I prefer my desktop, 17'' inch wide screen le...but I need a laptop for my assignment. Brother will definitely be very happy as no one is going to share the PC with him already. It belongs to him now!!! Yer~~~

I have 1 week holiday now. But, so sad that this holiday doesn't mean that I can go shopping, sing K and lepak also. Got to catch up my previous lectures and tutorials and finish both my business law and management assignments. So, here will be my plan of the week:

Saturday
-Finish all tutorials homework and business statistic's assignment.

Sunday
-Start MOB essay and finish it if possible.

Monday
-Continue with the MOB essay.
-Start business law assignment.

Tuesday
-Business law assignment.

Wednesday
-Back to U to do the business law assignment.

Thursday
-Meet up with Charl for badminton game. (Only meet up for a game, nah.. I can assure that we will crap very long when we meet!!! Hehe)
-Continue with business law assignment.

Friday
-Business law again.

Saturday
-Sigh, got to go back to college for block teaching classes.

Sunday
-Sunday also need to go back!!!
-HOLIDAY ENDS~~~~~

That's only my plan, whether it really works or not is another matter. There is just so many distraction in front of me, I have the Moonlight Renaissance 20 episode, this will have definitely attract me to catch up with it. Lets see what will happen!!!

and by the way....
I got a new Pikachu from brother!!! Haha, a new member of my pikachu's collection!!!

missed my lecture and ladies night

Arghh...geram betul. I missed 2 lecture. Definitely I'll get blur when I attend the next lecture class. Gosh..
This week is another hectic week again. Suddenly lecturer announced that 2 subjects' online tests will due this week and we got to get it done by Friday. The results will be taken as part of our assessment. Ish~~~

Finally, we had the Ladies Night on Tuesday again at Henny's place. There is a lot more for us to continue but it was too late and I have test on the next day and I have read nothing indeed.

Phew~~ I'm free of her..
1. The one who almost killed us everyday with her M-16.

2. The one who thinks that her way is always correct.

3. The one who is emotion! (I do admit I'm also emotion in times, but shouting on us and banging on an object is neither a good way)

4. The one who make us hope that she is on leave, MC, meeting, etc, as long as she is not in, because WE DON'T FEEL THE PRESSURE IF SHE IS NOT IN!!!

5. The one who will turn over what you/she have said.

6. The one who don't even respect you. Here I mean she will report every of our mistakes even if its the pretty minor one her ''sis''.

7. The one who thinks that because she is your superior therefore she knows everything better than you, in fact she don't! *Ask her about payroll la, :P*

8. The one who make the outsiders think that we are ''happy family''. My advice is that's just the surface of our department, you don't know more!!! So, concluded that always never judge a book by its cover!

9. The one who has 2 faces in office.

10. The one who will make you think that whatever you have done is wrong and makes you feel that you are useless.

11. The one who don't know something but expecting you to know better than her as though we are very professional in fact we are kinda new but we don't mind learning BUT, please!!! shouting at us is not the only way to teach one to do better!!!

12. The one who just like to shout out from her cubical but on the other side saying that she has to raise her voice to talk to us lol. (Doesn't make sense at all) The moment she start shouting, we started to be tension alr!!!

13. Don't think that we don't work when we are on leave or MC, or weekends or even in FUNERAL, just that we work from home(thinking of the office stuffs every moment at home)

14. The one who expect that we can do better than her. (Erm, why not you just let us sit on your place le...)

15. The one who wants us to be a decision maker. (Its okay to do that but, sometimes we might face dilemma, if we ask her ''what/how should I do'', she will stare at you by replying that ''can't you make your own decision'' or ''can you use your brain'' or ''this one also need to ask me then I'll be pretty busy'', BUT if we make decision without asking her, she might shout at you if I did wrongly by asking that ''did you ask'' or ''can you ask'' or ''why like that'', so SHOULD WE ASK???)

16. The one who don't admit her fault when you point on her mistakes.

17. The one who can tell big lies in front of us. (will never forget the signature matter)

18. Always double or even triple confirm with her before doing something, she might just change the next minute!

19. She can just dump things on you and ask you to rush this first and when you are rushing that particular task, she will again ask you to do another task, urgent also, then again throw you another task, urgent jugak!!! I don't mind helping out, it is my responsible to assist what, but sometimes I really wanted to ask which is more important and urgent but I just don't dare to ask. And, in briefing time, she would just say ''your don't know how to prioritize your work ar?'' Sigh~~~

20. I always remember that she once said before that ''as long as your DH appreciate your then its more than enough''! I wonder whether she really does or not!!!



As though that I'm still working there, NO, I no longer working already. But, I really missed you darlings badly, miss those crazy days...miss when we laughed like nobody else...miss when we kept on eating like everything is foc and we are skinny, haha...miss when we talked bad about people...miss when we joke...miss the doomsday when we were rushing for the appraisal & bonus & payroll at the same time...miss everything...I MISS YOU GUYS BADLY MAN!!! Frankly, I wonder when the time I graduate and start working whether I can have such crazy, crazy for food, crazy laughing, crazy talking, crazy people like your in the working society. I wonder...

The time working there though is short but I really learnt a lot indeed. I'm really happy working with you guys!!! Even sometimes when I recalled those funny joke or situation, I'll laugh on my own. I really really really miss it so muccchhh......

Pity my darlings who are still suffering there. Don't worry, soon you guys will get rid of her. And you can feel the difference of ''before and after'' working with her. Muahaha...