24 March 2010

AM BACK with lots of thoughts in my mind

AM BACK! AM BACK! AM BACK FINALLY!
I never realized that my last post was 3months ago. Anyway, now I'm back. Erm, maybe a little new me. Not to say new, is just that I have many thoughts in my mind now that made me feel that I have changed, changed to be better. Still improving though.....

Its nearly the mid of the new semester already. Haha, that's the starting only, why say so? For the past 2 weeks, gossips were around. What's that? Haha, its all about people, people and people. This not good, that one lazy, this one always don't bother, that one always don't do work.

That's pathetic in fact. You may treat them as funny where you get to see how people saying one's bad words behind another this semester, and it is seriously happening for the past 2 weeks.

FYI, I have 3 subjects with group assignment. SBM itself already killing me, I have 3 group assignment specifically for this subject only. Oh gosh....everyone knows I hate group assignment right!!! Luckily Corporate Law is an individual assignment. I always think that group assignment has its pros and cons.

Pros:

= Maybe you get to know what others know that you may not know. Erm, and I have no idea what's the next.


AND CONS:
= I really got to emphasis this! Because its group assignment, that's the good opportunity to know your friend very good, their personality maybe and their attitude towards their studies. Some people tend to simply do their part and send to their members, expecting the good students or so called ''veli geng punya orang'' to amend it and come up with a final copy.
= Some acting as a group leader, they are not in fact, and ordering others to complete the whole assignment, giving f*cking shit reason that they were super busy with their own stuffs. Hello, as though only you are very busy!!!! Damn right! OMG, excuse me as I get very pissed off to mention this matter. Cool ^^
= Is more time consuming to do group assignment (it may not be to others) For instance, 4 person from 4 different background, presenting the way they are used to, and when it comes to combining the whole piece of work, disaster may happen. So I rather do on my own. Hehe.....
= Besides, different people have different thoughts, how if one is not willing to tolerate others' idea? Quarrel next right? Or continue to pretend to be alright....

= Not every member is willing to cooperate and let out sometime to have discussions. All rely on messengers or facebook lol. Apa apa pun sms, messenger or even FACEBOOK!!! And then problems occur, because one may not interpret correctly what the sender intended to convey. Or maybe they don't get the tone. So you got to use those symbols more often to create a better understanding of your tone. Like :), LOLZ, ^^. Seriously I am not so into all these symbols, that's not so me la... However, I found that its a way to cool down yourself too when you wanna scold that person because neither party sees each other.

Well, you see, obviously individual assignment is better. I seriously thank myself for deciding to take up FIM in semester 2 which was a little faster from others (same batch). And I got to see things that may be really interesting when they were doing their FIM assignment last semester. I have been giving some opinion and helped them out, not expecting for any return by the way, saw many scene behind a group assignment. I experienced and learnt in fact, I get to see how these people pretending in front of another and back-stab one another next. Ya, that's reality but I don't hope to see that in my university life. Aren't U life interesting?

But but but, now I'm in a dilemma, I have the thought to not continue working with the same member in sbm now. Hopefully there is a way out for me...

Nights.. will continue once I have time