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I can't wait to share this NOW!

10.30pm, my cell rang non-stop but I didn't answer any of it as, first, I have blocked some calls because I just received many strange numbers recently, second, I was bathing. I knew that the final results will release on 1st Dec on Webct. And to be frank, I have no intention at all to check it out immediately since VU Melb will be delivering my results to home. So, I thought to wait for the ''black&white'' results slip. And also think that if I score badly I have no courage to tell my parents too, so let them to see themselves.

After bath and done, I just thought to online and check any latest updates about the summer school. When I just login to MSN, friends were asking ''have you check?'', ''how ar, check already?'', ''good or bad?'' non-stop. These messages made me felt so nervous and started shivering. I text Charl immediately and tell her that my results has released as Aussie time has passed 12am, meaning 1st Dec. While busying replying them, my hands were shivering, wondering whether I should check it out. Some urged me to check it immediately so if I failed any paper I got to register for the supplementary paper and could start to plan the study time. Lolx... So, I decided to check it out. 

Alright, I have 4 subjects for this semester, which are 

1. Business Statistics (No doubt, I have confidence to score HD for this), 

2. Microeconomic Principles (I have confidence also but is just either D or HD), 

3. Business Law (Felt upset with my assignment marks and thought that these would pulled down my final marks, but still I think that I will pass and maybe get a HD!! *ps: the subject that I put most effort on it) and 

4. Management & Organisation Behaviour (Frankly, I have no confidence at all because I did not finish all the questions and when I entered the hall, my brain gone blank - I have forgotten everything!!!)

And, the conclusion is ....

1. Business Statistics - HD

2. Microeconomic Principles - HD

3. Business Law - D 

4. Management & Organisation Behaviour - D

I got 2 HD & 2D le. Hmm, I do admit that I am greedy la, I suppose to get all HD if that issue doesn't happen (people who knows what happen will understand me) and I think this would be the best result (should be) I ever got since my high school.

Hahaha... When I saw this, I couldn't control myself and broken into tears and immediately shared it with dad and mummy. But, they was not really satisfied as both my law and management paper marks was considered ''bad'' to them. Suddenly, I felt so down and I tried to explain to them that law paper failure rate is high and I did not finish my management paper. But, don't think that they accept that. Ya, they were just being a little cruel. Why can't they just at least praise my hard work?! Anyway, I will never give up again. Gambate~~Of course, peoples who were waiting for my news at least got a good news from me and thanks for their compliment. Hahaha.... never forget to text Charl the next second too to share this with her.

I still feel so so so happy, the hard work finally paid off. But, I do have to admit that I did have the thought to give up when I was answering my management paper. Its over. And, soon, I'll be back to Summer School lolx.

I can do cooking :)

I cooked ''mun yee mee'' yesterday. Overall its okay. I'd rate it 6 above 10, because it is not salty enough, little oily, the mee is not soft enough and the meat was a little hard. So, each of this will deduct 1 mark. Hahaha...

I miss food so much. I can't stop myself to think of it. I'm browsing to website to look for eatery, books and tv program. My next destination will be the newly opened buffet steamboat at Kepong!!!

I had a dream yesterday. I dreamt that I got 4 credits and 1 HD. Frankly, though all pass, but I don't want this. I feel nervous to see my result lah and VU Melb will be posting my final result to daddy very very soon. I can't imagine how my results will be this time, as some issues have affected me to concentrate on my studies. Argh~~~~~~~~

NO 1/2 <3

Noone can share a man's heart with others k.. Please, be mature!! Don't hurt the other party! Please. She deserved for your ''whole heart'' but not half of it. Even, me myself is not that kind-hearted till I can share a heart with someone. Please! Its over!!! Don't tell me this is being loyal to your partner k!!

Argh....fjkhnbnad beuihfren klnjfadifyabirfoemfdafnfhadigyr8ifodmfa;pxmxjxoj... I shouldn't ask him what does the pm meant.

蓝眼星

What is 蓝眼星? Do not ask me what is the term in English, because I don't know. :P

Eng hsiang told me this. When you wander at the beach at night, you will see something like a star blinking in the sand. Oh gosh, you get what I mean?? I don't know how to explain if you don't understand... He told me this is called 蓝眼星. I tried to google search this, but I couldn't found any related site about this. Does this really exist? HC loves beaches so much, but she does not know that there is such thing at night at the beach. Oh gosh.. Is it true? I can't wait to see that. I want to see this before my 21st birthday if it is true. *dreaming* again. There is a story behind alright. Well, I will elaborate more when I finish the illustrate pic. *winks*

h.o.m.e.

Holiday... Holiday...

I'm enjoying my holidays now. I almost stayed at home everyday, sleep and eat then sleep again. Of course, I can't live without tv. My daily routine is like: wake up, breakfast, read newspaper, watch tv, definitely will fall asleep again, wake up, lunch, tv, then sleep again..... By the way, I have finished the moonlight resonance hk series. A bit out-date-d right... Hahaha...

I'm waiting for the carnival sales to start then the shopping queen will be back again, hahaha. My itchy hand is well prepared already.

Between, I have another 1 week holiday only. :( The summer school will start in December. Luckily there is only 1 assignment. Woo....

Got to go bed earlier. Am going jogging with Charl tomorrow. Muahaha... HC is on diet...

why...why...why...

Why??? Why??? Why??? and WHY.........??????

I just don't understand why the situation turned out to be like that. I have always prayed that everything will be alright at the end. And it seems that it is becoming more serious...

I just hate them. I understand that they stand on their principle, but why not they think of the children. Why can't they just give up that thing. I don't mean to ask them to give up, perhaps a little approval will do a lot. I'm suffering. I just don't know what can I do next. I really hoped that grandpa and grandma are still here. At least they are here to solve the problem. At least, the relationship won't be that bad now. I have no power at all to control or even calm down the situation. I am at the middle person position now. I'm trying to help both parties, but it seems that I didn't do anything. All I can is only pray...pray...pray and pray. Hoping that grandma and grandpa could hear me and give me a direction or some guidance.

I just hate the adults. Hate the way they are now. Hate that every of their decision that affect the young generation. Hate the way they always think that they are right. Hate that they thought because you are children, you don't know much. I HATE THE SITUATION NOW!!! I deeply understand their reasons, but why can't both party step back and look at the future. We, the young one, the innocent person, who deserves for the smile now, turned out to be crying everyday.

The Winner Takes It All

Singer: Meryl Steep

Title: The Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see

The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

I just love this so much. I cried in the cinema when I saw this scene. Luppu luppu!!!
The winner really takes it all...

boring...

I have nothing to do other than online at this time. At first, I thought of watching Moonlight Renaissance, but mt wasn't at home so I can't get the dvd from her. Sigh...boring la...

Sometimes, I just feel that is fucking bored to online unless necessary. I do chat with friends, checking my blackboard, update my friends and also update my blogs, but it seems that there is nothing much more that I could do here. Indeed, I have the moonlight renaissance in my laptop, but never expect me to watch it with a laptop, neither desktop. I'd rather sleep.

Since it was pretty bored. I managed to clear all my mails. Oh my god, I have 237 mails in my inbox man and it was only a month ago when I checked my emails. Alright, checking emails and the same time browsing thru some other websites. I just thought of visiting a wedding website which I found on the newspaper just now and from there I am linked, linked and linked to other websites. I found a website with all love poems. By the way, I'm not getting married k. I just thought of getting some ideas to give fion a surprise on her wedding. And, it's on my 21st birthday somemore!!! Hahaha... And I just found this damn cool website, where I can buy a star!!! Perhaps I should say that where I can register a star under my name and it will be registed in the copyright office in USA. Sounds cool right. HC want that!!! How I wish my dear could give me this!! Pisces starts dreaming again. But ain't it looks cool and romantic. Precisely... *dreaming*

Sigh, I still have a pretty childish dream. Shh...in fact, noone knows even my exs. I'll tell this later... Hahaha.... 

I still have another 189 mails... I'm pretty tired now though I have slept so many hours today. Besides, I got to wake up early tomorrow to help Henny to order the kuihs, lol. Maybe I'll go for a jogging.

By the way, I just got the keyboard cover for my laptop babe!!! Little keyboard babe, now you are protected. -Dust Free- Hahaha...

Summer Holidays

Its Summer Holidays..................................... wulalalala..... 

Exam season is over. I can go shopping!!! May and I went and watched Mamma Mia yesterday. Its was really a nice show I would say. Hc break her record again, she is going to cinema more than twice a year. Hahaha... I just love the song, the story, the people in it. I just hope that I could even go for the show which will be held in Malaysia soon. Mamma mia...mine mine~~~ I fall in love with Abba's songs already. :p

 

Went shopping today and I bought some tops. Haha.... Damn syok!!! 

I want to shop till I drop! *Giggles* 

Ladies night~~~ Ladies night~~~ Can't wait to see you guys...

sad

Sad Sad Sad...

Not happy with my law assignment marks... Arrghh... How can it be...

Sad Sad Sad....

WHY LIKE THAT ONE!!!!

sob sob sob