Results Released!

Results released!
All 4 subjects released!
The 2 that remained RO yesterday night finally appeared on our results statement.
Frankly, it was kinda disappointed. I expect something better than that, yet, the marks were just a little away from my expectation. Have been thinking for the whole day what/where has gone wrong? Did I put enough effort? Should I retake? Previously I did have the thought to retake if I really get something which is lower than Distinction and now I really got to decide.

I got Credit for both Corporate Finance and Taxation Law paper. I just need another 2 marks for me to reach Distinction for Corporate Finance paper. Arrww.... 2 marks away only. How if I've done the question (I didn't complete one question)? Perhaps I will get it. Haiz... Is always if if if and if..... Sien.....

While for the taxation law paper, I should say that, well, I shouldn't expect so much really as I don't really have confidence on it after completing the paper. I got only 63. Its my attitude that made me feel guilty now. My last minute attitude doing the tax law assignment. For the first time, I did very last minute work and I got only 23/30. Its kinda low to me. Should I retake then?

I'm feeling lost right now. Have no courage to tell daddy and mummy my results that sucks. Have no idea at all what can I do during the coming semester. But, one thing for sure, that's a good lesson for me where I must not lag and gotto work hard CONSISTENTLY like how I did in the previous semester. I got to admit that during this semester I was a bit lost and suddenly don't find my way at all.

Where is the motivated LHC? Where is the hardworking LHC?
Anyway, the 3 months break will be sufficient for me to find my way, my dream, and everything that belong to me. Its time to refresh what I have done for the past 11 months.

:(

Two more RO

Results released.... OMG! I've been trying to control myself not to be so nervous yet, my heart is pumping non-stop since this morning. It stopped a while then when I think of it again, it started pumping again, bee-bop-bee-bop....

Around 9.30pm I did receive call from some saying that only 1 results were released and other remained outstanding. Sigh, this make me even worry. Don't really get to feel the full excitement again. I got 2 papers results, one is for Accounting Information System (the one I've been putting very very much effort on it as I've no accounting background) and Risk Management Models. Both I got High Distinction. Whee..whee....The other 2 that remained outstanding made me feel so miserable. Wondering what is my results. It made me even worry more. Though I was excited when I saw the two results, but I just can't fully enjoy the excitement since the other two results were left unknown. Hopefully, it won't take too long to let them post the results up. Again, hopefully it will be alright as I've been worrying these two papers very much ever since after the exam. Hopefully, everything will be fine real soon. :)

worrying

Its exactly 1 week after my last paper. 3 more days to go then the results will be released. Worry worry worry... Gosh.. These days I'm trying very hard not to think about it but the scene of viewing the results keep on flash through. Gosssssshhhhhhhhhh.................... Praying hard~~~

I just had my brunch - one packet of korean mee. But I just realised that the packet of mee is expired. OMG!!!!

Will be going to the Zara warehouse sales later. Hopefully it won't disappoint me this time. :)

DONE and Outings On

Finally, am done with my finals. It was a bad day to me today. I only realised that I forgot to bring my file along me when I reach college. Luckily sister was at home and speed to college and pass me the file. Though I entered 10 minutes later. Its still bad because I got so nervous and couldn't catch a breathe when I sat down. And I only realized that I calculated the wrong standard deviation in the exam but I only managed to amend some part of it. Hopefully, it will be alright.
Headed to Damansara palace for dim sum after exam with py and may and off to e@Curve, Ikano and Ikea to wander around. And I had lecka-lecka today. :D When I reached home, its already 7pm+. Finally I have time for you--my lappie...

Exam off....worrying the results already. Sigh sigh sigh....

Melacca trip on tomorrow. Again, some people ffk. Hate people last minute pull out without giving further notice at all.. Sigh.. Forget about it.
I am hoping that tomorrow comes faster.

Time to bed. Ciaoz.

Emo

Yes. Am being little emo nowadays.
Again, I have no reason or even an answer for myself. The weather nowadays is cold and nice enough to let me think of you again.
Ya, its you again. Am I missing you? I let you go once and I thought I will never miss you anymore. But, the weather, again, its cold and it remind me of you for many many times. How I wish you would carry an umbrella for me. How I wish we could share that umbrella though its just a small one. But, what makes us distant? Is it me or you? Or it is the distance between us? Simply because we stay far apart?
Shit!!!!! I shouldn't even miss you.........

What to say

Don't know what to say..

Its the 3rd paper today, hence 3 down, 1 on...

And, I think today's paper should be alright. AIS, I loved you soo soo much... So do love me too... Hahaha..

Next paper will me risk management models. I always take this paper seriously, in fact all seriously though, because its about financial risk management after all. The only reason I enter VU - Financial Risk Management & Banking and Finance.

Anyway, not going to talk much now.

Am really tired. Wanted to sneak out but I can't. Wanted to have a long rest like maybe 2 days or maybe even little for 1 day? No, no nope. HC won't do that.
National Library, here I am again and hopefully tomorrow the shooting won't be there anymore as I can't even concentrate on my book but rather looking at the camera and actress. ''Roll camera.... come on everyone.... Action... Cut Cut Cut.. Aiyo.. Again again again... Action'' Wth!

Library is not a place for you to do the shooting okay. Go go go away, come another day, Monday preferably since the library is closed on Monday. :)

Had nightnares before my finals and day before yesterday. It was a nighmare, real nightmare that I'm praying hard that it will definitely not be true in reality. Must not!!! Arrrmmmmhhhh....

Wonder what I have been doing for the past one year. Soon, 2 semesters end and I'll be officially going into the 2nd semester of Year 2 and soon I'll be entering Year 3 and sooonnnn....Err....Don't think too much.....

Still, I don't dive up, I am working towards my dream.

Subjects coming up after this will be even tougher, hence it is not a time to lag anyhow. I'm not going to break any record again when classes are on or when I'm in the semester and will play gao gao went I'm ''out-of-the-semester'' / ''on-holiday''. Sigh... Just don't know what to say at this time.

Kinda pointless.. Worrying my results..... What to do.. What can I say.... :(

Depressed!

Feels depressed! Feels so so bad! Feel like crying!
The feelings of after finishing the FIM exam is back. It happened again after finishing my Corporate Finance paper. I just don't know why. I have confidence before entering the hall, but it turned out another way after the exam. What the!!!!! I came home after lunch with daddy and thought of taking a short nap, but I can't even sleep. I've been thinking of the paper, the figures, the formulae.... Argh.............

I hate these feelings!!!! What has been going wrong. LHC, what happen to you.
Oh no no.....you got to leave that behind now as you have 3 more tough papers to go. You chose to do double major, so be it, work for it!!! Die die also must do it.

GOOOOO GOOOO GOOOO...................
NEVER GIVE UP!