:)

He is happy, so am I.

Thanks to everyone, you guys are the best. Love ya always.

1st week of holidays

Gosh, my 1 week holidays gone. And I've around 3 weeks + holidays left only. What I've been doing these days. I'd say, days are pretty bored, but I enjoyed it pretty well.

1. Last weekend, headed to Bukit Beruntung early in the morning to send the car for service then off to Pavilion to get hy's present.
2. Met the Maxwellian for karaoke. Met new friend-Dinesh. And to the Maxwellian, don't spoil my image ok.I'm not the 'big sister' la...
3. Went Pavilion again to get my stuffs. My stuffs = shopping.
4. Attended hy's 21st birthday party.

5. 15/06/2009 - Its ah ma's Chinese lunar death anniversary. As usual mummy, uncle, auntie and I went to ''grandhouse'' (its ah ma & ah gong house, so we called it grandhouse) for paying ceremony.

6. Prepare hy's handmade birthday card and delivered it to her house. Though it was one day late, but its still the month for Gemini. :)
7. Got recipe from auntie and I baked the raisin cake.
8. Went to Ampang road for a job interview. Wtf, the management don't even inform that there was no training and wasted our time to travel there. And because for that interview, I walked under the rain and I caught flu now. Wtf!!! Went to KLCC with friends after that and did some shopping.
9. Went Pavilion again, yea, its Pavilion again, to have lunch with mummy and walk around. Bought a pen for Tch. The future inspector. Hahaha.....
10. Today. I just found the cupcake recipe. Will try them out within this few days.

Other than these, what I've been doing. Sleep. It has become my favourite past time and I sleep for more than 14 hours a day. And I'm getting very blur now. I think I should stop sleeping so much, I shall go for jogging in the morning, clear my messy and dirty desk, packed wardrobe, messy shoe rack.

its =

If you're expecting something from people, do put some effort and time to make people feel better too. Don't ever be so selfish. Things go around, the same thing will come to you one day in future eventually.

still dreaming

HC is still dreaming on her birthday dream.

I had a wonderful 21st birthday this year and so I hope that my friends also have and will have their blast celebration. What's my birthday dream? I'd say not many of my friends know, its countable with your fingers.

I wish to celebrate my birthday at the beach. And the guests are all my friends, despite close friends or not, it could be anyone that I've met. A piano placed at the beach and my darling will sing me the song of ''yan huo de ji jie'', ''jue bu neng shi qu ni'', ''liu xing yu'' and ''di yi shi jian''. Why all F4? No particular reasons, I had this idea when I listened to their songs some time ago. Erm, ''di yi shi jian'' maybe specially for all my friends. Besides, I do hope to see fireworks at the beach. And....something that I think no one can do. I want to see 21 balloons at/on the sea ....erm...I just don't know how to express it. See the picture below. Its kinda simple. I edited this photo before my 21st birthday and am always looking at it.

And 3 more days to 21 June then it will be officially 4 months away from my exact birthday. Yet, till today, I'm still wishing that I could have this. How I wish.....

Mr. SJ, I do take your words seriously. Keep your promise that you won't disappoint me.
Mr. CheeWei, I still remember you promised me about the cupcakes.
I still remember them very well. I really do hope that my dream/wish will come true one day since it cannot be fulfilled on my 21st birthday... (''_'')

Its over

Finally, semester 2 ended.

I'm currently not in the mood....since this afternoon. I have tried my best, gave what is my maximum to it. And I do really hope that it will turn out to meet my expectations. I have nothing to say at this time. All I need is just to be alone, at the cafe, and refresh myself. Though I said I tried my best, somehow, I did lagged in between the period and it shouldn't happen! Why.... And my heart still beat so so fast like how it was before entering the exam hall this morning.... Arghhh....

Anyway, I know its over and there is no point thinking of it because I can't change the situation. I shall go for the shopping spree................... That's my only way to release my pressure.

I.......

I just feel like crying....
I don't know what can I do next...
Perhaps I have not paid enough effort...
I have tried and did my ever best...
I just don't feel like saying anything now...
I wanna shout out....
I want to take a good rest (I have not had soundness nights for quite some time)...
But I can't lag on at this time...


2 more papers to go.... and now I'm really tired. I have no energy to even move faster...
But, I know that I should not give up at this point of time !!!
I know that I can do it.
I will prove it!!!
I will go for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll keep my promise!!!!!!
Trust me!!!!!!

FINAL

Ya....3 more days to the final. And now I am dipping myself to FIM. FIM again. I need to do research again this time. The essay questions are given and its not easy either. I'll have to read bulk of printing materials, notes, etc. But I learnt that I will never read all materials instead I'll pick the most related/necessary one. Else, with all the materials I had, it will definitely make me crazy and in the end I don't get a conclusion for those materials at all. I'm sure others will agree with me, the more you read, the more confuse you are. So, take the most related one will do.

National Library, here I come.................................. shhhh......................

After FIM will be the accounting and marketing paper. Gosh........................ Got to memorise all the formulas.............................. GAMBATEH!!!

Back to my revision.....good luck to me!!!