A visit to orphanage

It was my first time to the orphanage. And I assure myself that if it was not because to fulfill my moral project I'll definitely don't know how an orphanage looks like.
Last Saturday, my group paid a visit to the Yellow House located at Cheras. I was told that the orphanage is basically Malays and Indians and I were afraid that language seems to be a problem to communicate with one another. We planned many programmes but it ended up only one is successful which is the singing part.
My children for that 2 hours session, was Angah. Throughout the whole session, Lisun, yeefang and I were teaching her to read some books and I was kinda surprised that they know quite a lot of words instead of those simple one. Who thought them? When it was nearly to the end, Lisun and I got to bring her to the canteen for their lunch before we leave. And, Angah felt sad when she heard that we were going to leave and ask if we could stay back with her for lunch and she wants to continue to study with us. It was very cruel to tell her that ''we MUST leave''. When we were at the canteen, Angah asked us when are we coming back. Lisun replied we came from somewhere very far by bus and we had to go back to study, we can't visit you so often. She then asked tomorrow can you come? ''Tomorrow is Merdeka Day, can your come and we celebrate together?'' It was so grieved that I don't even know how to reply her, afraid that I might hurt her. She kept on chasing after you just to find out when is our next visit. However, Lisun also replied her that ''next time la''. Can you feel that deep in their heart,they are expecting someone, or even a stranger just to visit them and accompany them. That's just so simple. But, it seems to be very hard to us!!!
And I tried to approach the sick bay which was then prohibited by the nurse there and what I saw really raised my annoyance on this damn parents!!!! Guess what I saw, in the sick bay, there were so many newly borned babies!!!! Why they were here??? Aren't they should be with their parents??? According to the person in charge, those babies were either being dumped by their parents 2 to 3 days after borned by the drain, roadside, etc or some other so-called reasons to dump them! WTH and WTF!!! These babies were innocent and I wondered how do their parent do this on their babies!!! How dare they hurt their children!!! If you have no intention to have babies, then why must you give birth to them and in the end they are the one who suffers!!! Pity them!!! They deserve for the smile, they deserve the care, they deserve the love from the world!!! But, the parents deserve the punish!!! There shouldn'tbe any reason to dump the children!!! That's a gift from god, appreciate it, love it, care it, smile that you had it!!! Argh~~~~ Gosh.....that's pathetic!!! And, by the way, there were more than 200 children inside. Meaning 200 over parents dumped their children there!!! Its freaking pissed off!!!!!!!