29 June 2010
Err..Raining :(
26 June 2010
DONE with Semester 4
19 May 2010
New Love - Need You Now
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Woah woaaah.
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now (wait)
Ooo, baby, I need you now
17 May 2010
Silence is not always consent
02 May 2010
I need that...

27 April 2010
4 more to go
26 April 2010
Distress Hours OVER
Then spent whole Sunday in uncle house to celebrate Cheng Yew's birthday. Early morning headed to Ikano to get the jelly cake then off to uncle house....chit chat, laughing, singing, chasing and ended up reached home at 6pm. I just fall asleep when I reached home. And, I forced myself to continue with my Law assignment, hence, done with ONLY one paragraph. Sigh...the law words are not easy to understand..Anyway, will continue tomorrow...
Oh god............finals are around.......... Buck up buck up buck up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20 April 2010
Disappointed
Have no idea what to say.
If you can't do it then don't promise!
Whether you set yourself a deadline or I gave you it, nothing was done!!!
All SHIT!!!!
Damn it!!!!
15 April 2010
Headache
What makes me so headache? My group members. My friend and I have been facing the same problem, we are mad with our group members. We thought to change our members but it seems that if we are to change, we will be in trouble. It sounds like our members are gangster, no, they weren't. But you know, gossips and rumours are always humans part time job. Sigh. What to do. I chosen her, but decided to ''divorce'' her in assignment 2 but failed after discussing with my friend. Now, I seriously think that we shouldn't have started to group together since the first assignment and now I have 2 more to go with her. I'm currently doing the whole assignment 2, not expecting anything from her at all because seriously, I have no confidence on her works and she always has her reason to tell me that she has no computer, therefore, no works are done on time.
How can I 'divorce' her now?
I don't really feel like bothering people's thinking, as long as I'm doing well in my works right. Am I right?
Am I selfish? No, I guess not at all right, I am sure there are people who think it in this way to. I think of her consequences too before I really wanna leave her, but has she thought of me before?????
Gerammmmmm..............I can feel my head is very heavy and pain now.
Guess I can't sleep well tonight again, not because of her though. I have been suffering from insomnia this few days.
10 April 2010
Another Friday
Have been spending times with the assignments, though not all completely as planned, but at least I kicked start them and roughly know how to continue with it.
Oh gosh, Easter break ends then. Will have Corporate Law test after the break. Good luck then!
Was super emo this afternoon. Around 3.00pm, I was very hungry but lazy to cook neither drive out to buy food. After starving for almostan hour, I just can't stand it anymore, because I am stressed out and I feel like crying. I know that I would burst into tears if I don't get away from my assignment and step out from the house. Without hesitation plus it was already thundering that time, I hit on the car and vroom, drove to the Batu5 and had the prawn mee.
I realized that I'm abit lost nowadays. I need some motivation and hugs, please :(
Its late. Nights.
06 April 2010
Corporate Law
05 April 2010
Go GREEN
Ya, air-con air con, again its air-conditioner. Everyone just switch it on when they can't stand the weather. How many out there can live without an air-con? I wonder. Maybe not me. But I would like to remind these people that, before you switch on, have you thought of the consequences? Everyone is alert of the global warming issue but how many out there really take action on it. A little action like maybe reducing the hours of switching on the air-con helps a lot.
We should do our part. If we still want our next generation to have a better living, please do something. Its never to late to work together to bring a better tomorrow for out next generation.
Go Green! :)
03 April 2010
Easter Break 2010
So, gonna try to complete the piling up assignments first and continue with my marathon K as planned. Hahaha
Have been stucked at the computer lab with everyone's PC on with
Last time i used to complain people are to addicted to FB and now I really know why.... Hehehe..
Anyway, as I said to myself, I will never put myself to any games except for Word challenge, just afraid if I will get addicted and let my assignments, tests pill up even more. :P
I have one week break, and my plan is roughly to fully utilised this break to complete on hand assignments, like Corporate Law, Personal Financial Planning, Investments and Portfolio Management and Statistics for Business and Marketing. Then, finish up all the tutorials and if possible meet up little cousin Cheng Yew and Reen. I missed them so so much man~
Nights and sweet dreams....
24 March 2010
AM BACK with lots of thoughts in my mind
I never realized that my last post was 3months ago. Anyway, now I'm back. Erm, maybe a little new me. Not to say new, is just that I have many thoughts in my mind now that made me feel that I have changed, changed to be better. Still improving though.....
Its nearly the mid of the new semester already. Haha, that's the starting only, why say so? For the past 2 weeks, gossips were around. What's that? Haha, its all about people, people and people. This not good, that one lazy, this one always don't bother, that one always don't do work.
That's pathetic in fact. You may treat them as funny where you get to see how people saying one's bad words behind another this semester, and it is seriously happening for the past 2 weeks.
FYI, I have 3 subjects with group assignment. SBM itself already killing me, I have 3 group assignment specifically for this subject only. Oh gosh....everyone knows I hate group assignment right!!! Luckily Corporate Law is an individual assignment. I always think that group assignment has its pros and cons.
Pros:
= Maybe you get to know what others know that you may not know. Erm, and I have no idea what's the next.
AND CONS:
= I really got to emphasis this! Because its group assignment, that's the good opportunity to know your friend very good, their personality maybe and their attitude towards their studies. Some people tend to simply do their part and send to their members, expecting the good students or so called ''veli geng punya orang'' to amend it and come up with a final copy.
= Some acting as a group leader, they are not in fact, and ordering others to complete the whole assignment, giving f*cking shit reason that they were super busy with their own stuffs. Hello, as though only you are very busy!!!! Damn right! OMG, excuse me as I get very pissed off to mention this matter. Cool ^^
= Is more time consuming to do group assignment (it may not be to others) For instance, 4 person from 4 different background, presenting the way they are used to, and when it comes to combining the whole piece of work, disaster may happen. So I rather do on my own. Hehe.....
= Besides, different people have different thoughts, how if one is not willing to tolerate others' idea? Quarrel next right? Or continue to pretend to be alright....
= Not every member is willing to cooperate and let out sometime to have discussions. All rely on messengers or facebook lol. Apa apa pun sms, messenger or even FACEBOOK!!! And then problems occur, because one may not interpret correctly what the sender intended to convey. Or maybe they don't get the tone. So you got to use those symbols more often to create a better understanding of your tone. Like :), LOLZ, ^^. Seriously I am not so into all these symbols, that's not so me la... However, I found that its a way to cool down yourself too when you wanna scold that person because neither party sees each other.
Well, you see, obviously individual assignment is better. I seriously thank myself for deciding to take up FIM in semester 2 which was a little faster from others (same batch). And I got to see things that may be really interesting when they were doing their FIM assignment last semester. I have been giving some opinion and helped them out, not expecting for any return by the way, saw many scene behind a group assignment. I experienced and learnt in fact, I get to see how these people pretending in front of another and back-stab one another next. Ya, that's reality but I don't hope to see that in my university life. Aren't U life interesting?
But but but, now I'm in a dilemma, I have the thought to not continue working with the same member in sbm now. Hopefully there is a way out for me...
Nights.. will continue once I have time
15 December 2009
MY HEART IS CURSING
Smile more often
So that with your happy smile,
I can calm my heart from constantly looking for you
Smile more often
So that the world will be jealous of you
Then my heart, which is constantly calling for you
Wouldn’t turn greedy anymore
My heart is cursing because it cant say “I love you”
Tears burst and my yearning is flowing and flowing
The sad words that are stuck in my throat like a torn
Is roaming around my ear all day
Why does it have to be you?
Why did I end up loving you?
Even if I am shaking my head
Even if I try to deny it
Now I cant let go of you
I love you forever even you are not looking at me
You wouldn’t know even when I call your names thousand of times
You wouldn’t know even if I wait at that same place
Like a fool I just look at you, this foolish love
You don’t know no matter how much I call you
totally lost
Why.... Argh..... damn shit! I am totally lost right now. Have been keep on repeating the song dear charl recommend me - 戴佩妮 - 街角的祝福!..
Why why why................ Why me why me why me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Penang trip was so so only because of my bloody bad mood. I don;'t know why I got so moody. Was it signalling that something bad will be happening soon. Ya, the bad news I got just now - HE is getting married!!!!
By the way. I am in love with penang and was eyeing on the residences there already.
10 December 2009
Penang :(
Am gonna be very busy tomorrow.
1: Got to wake up early morning and sent the car to Bukit Beruntung workshop for service.
2: Till I reach home will be around evening.
3: By the way, go Temple for praying as promised!
4: Catch Little Nyonya drama, hehe. It was my 3rd time watching it.
5: Catch Justice Pao. nice drama!
6: Fetch cousin. She will be staying overnight here.
7: Pack my clothes.
8: Cousins and I planned to get some info first for our penang trip.
9: ......................................... will see how it goes.
07 December 2009
Feeling sick
Cousins and I have been browsing thru the websites to get some ideas where to visit. And of course not to forget, the most waited one, the Peranankan mansion heritage!!! Yayaya, after visiting the one in Melaka, I personally fell in love with the Baba and Nyonya culture very much, hence, the Peranakan mansion musuem is a must visit for me. And also not to forget the much waited new Guan Yin statue at Kek Lok Si Temple. I remember when I visited Penang when I was Form 3, they were just in the process to build that statue and finally, this year, it is ready. Mummy, sister, cousins also raised their hands to say that ''MUST GO''!!. Many more places to go and I would definitely enjoy the days there till maximum. Hehehe....
By the way, God bless me to recover soon please, before I go Penang. I want to eat Rojak, apam balik, char keuy teow, End Of the World Seafood Village, sing k there, shopping and many many many more activities.
30 November 2009
Results Released!
All 4 subjects released!
The 2 that remained RO yesterday night finally appeared on our results statement.
Frankly, it was kinda disappointed. I expect something better than that, yet, the marks were just a little away from my expectation. Have been thinking for the whole day what/where has gone wrong? Did I put enough effort? Should I retake? Previously I did have the thought to retake if I really get something which is lower than Distinction and now I really got to decide.
I got Credit for both Corporate Finance and Taxation Law paper. I just need another 2 marks for me to reach Distinction for Corporate Finance paper. Arrww.... 2 marks away only. How if I've done the question (I didn't complete one question)? Perhaps I will get it. Haiz... Is always if if if and if..... Sien.....
While for the taxation law paper, I should say that, well, I shouldn't expect so much really as I don't really have confidence on it after completing the paper. I got only 63. Its my attitude that made me feel guilty now. My last minute attitude doing the tax law assignment. For the first time, I did very last minute work and I got only 23/30. Its kinda low to me. Should I retake then?
I'm feeling lost right now. Have no courage to tell daddy and mummy my results that sucks. Have no idea at all what can I do during the coming semester. But, one thing for sure, that's a good lesson for me where I must not lag and gotto work hard CONSISTENTLY like how I did in the previous semester. I got to admit that during this semester I was a bit lost and suddenly don't find my way at all.
Where is the motivated LHC? Where is the hardworking LHC?
Anyway, the 3 months break will be sufficient for me to find my way, my dream, and everything that belong to me. Its time to refresh what I have done for the past 11 months.
:(
Two more RO
Around 9.30pm I did receive call from some saying that only 1 results were released and other remained outstanding. Sigh, this make me even worry. Don't really get to feel the full excitement again. I got 2 papers results, one is for Accounting Information System (the one I've been putting very very much effort on it as I've no accounting background) and Risk Management Models. Both I got High Distinction. Whee..whee....The other 2 that remained outstanding made me feel so miserable. Wondering what is my results. It made me even worry more. Though I was excited when I saw the two results, but I just can't fully enjoy the excitement since the other two results were left unknown. Hopefully, it won't take too long to let them post the results up. Again, hopefully it will be alright as I've been worrying these two papers very much ever since after the exam. Hopefully, everything will be fine real soon. :)