29 June 2010

Err..Raining :(

Its RAINING right now...
Grrr.... I guess every driver hates this situation where you just sent your HERO car for car wash and it rains after that... :-(

Its even thundering. Sigh, shouldn't send my HERO for car wash just now.... :-(

26 June 2010

DONE with Semester 4

24 June 2010, 12.15pm. Unofficially I'm done with my Semester 4 of my university life.
Looking back the days I had in the University, it was kind of simple yet not so contented.
I'm looking forward myself to perhaps be more active, either in academics or non-academic.
Feel like doing something more meaningful, like charity activities. Well, I know I've been saying this for quite some time and I did nothing until now. My reason was, where to find or join this activities ar? Hahaha

24 June 2010. Headed to Gardens with friends for movie and PY's birthday celebration as planned earlier in the university but ended up only celebration and lepak-ing around gardens and midvalley with no direction at all. Everyone was tired after the one month long exam period. Finally, we shout for holidays... Woohoo....

I have many plans and hopefully can have time to finish all them and make full use of my, MY OWN holiday. :-D

19 May 2010

New Love - Need You Now




Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

17 May 2010

Silence is not always consent

SILENCE IS NOT ALWAYS CONSENT!

I keep quiet does not mean that everything is alright. I'm just trying not to make this worst.

I'm happy that I got the highest mark for my SBM assignment 2. But till I received a text from this fellow saying that ' U r the god...'.
Wtf! I was so pissed off when I saw it. Hello, I'm not your god. I'm not here to help you to complete your work. Get off! Damn shit you.

She totally made my day moody!!!

After thinking over of it again, I shouldn't be so angry. I don't get anything if I gets angry. Not good for health though.

Until this week, I will be done with all assignments this friday.
Guess what, again, when I think of this fellow I gets very angry again. Damn shit!
I'm trying to calm down myself now before I explode.
If I really explode, she will definitely get something ''free'' from me.

People may think why you are so bad ar... I guess that happen to many people just that they don't reveal it and do something secretly behind, which you called SCARY.

I speak out what I think. I don't hide anything. That's who I am. Take me as who i am.

02 May 2010

I need that...

Owh...I need that..

I need a marathon karaoke with my darlings so much.
Was listening the lists of songs and singing along though...
I miss the old times so much...I love singing the old songs with my darlings where we used to sing when we were back in school life...
Time flies...
Trying to flashback the good old times and I really miss it so so much....
By the way, I found this last week when I was browsing thru the variety of jelly cakes for ChengYew's birthday. I just can't take my eyes off it..That's so cute right?
Can I say I want this too...Haha..




Good night :)


27 April 2010

4 more to go

Well. Its now 2.30am.. I am still awake.

Have just done with the last calculation for my ipm assignment and left with the interpretation part. Hehe...

Its Week 9 of the semester. There is so much more to be done...........Gambateh!
1. And got to really start SBM assignment this week though its due in week 12.
2. For the PFP assignment, sigh. The client really disappointed me! He promised me to help me in the questionnaire but ended up I got to crack my head now again to find another client. You shouldn't have promised me since you know that you can do it right. Wasting my time to wait for the reply and now I got to rush with it. Anyway, its okay!
3. CL assignment draft was done, but its real messy. Will need to re-arrange the sequences and get more articles to touch up.
4. Final report/interpretation for IPM.
Start the CL revision and prepare notes.

Gambateh

26 April 2010

Distress Hours OVER

After the distress hours on Friday, am supposed to continue with my assignments on Saturday but I slept for the whole day. OMGG... I was suffering from backbone pain, wondering is it because of the karaoke sofa in Redbox that made me suffered.
Then spent whole Sunday in uncle house to celebrate Cheng Yew's birthday. Early morning headed to Ikano to get the jelly cake then off to uncle house....chit chat, laughing, singing, chasing and ended up reached home at 6pm. I just fall asleep when I reached home. And, I forced myself to continue with my Law assignment, hence, done with ONLY one paragraph. Sigh...the law words are not easy to understand..Anyway, will continue tomorrow...
Oh god............finals are around.......... Buck up buck up buck up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20 April 2010

Disappointed

Speechless.
Have no idea what to say.
If you can't do it then don't promise!
Whether you set yourself a deadline or I gave you it, nothing was done!!!
All SHIT!!!!
Damn it!!!!

15 April 2010

Headache

I am really having a bad headache. I don't really think its mainly about the assignments and tests due dates. I am okay with the due dates. I can cope with it.
What makes me so headache? My group members. My friend and I have been facing the same problem, we are mad with our group members. We thought to change our members but it seems that if we are to change, we will be in trouble. It sounds like our members are gangster, no, they weren't. But you know, gossips and rumours are always humans part time job. Sigh. What to do. I chosen her, but decided to ''divorce'' her in assignment 2 but failed after discussing with my friend. Now, I seriously think that we shouldn't have started to group together since the first assignment and now I have 2 more to go with her. I'm currently doing the whole assignment 2, not expecting anything from her at all because seriously, I have no confidence on her works and she always has her reason to tell me that she has no computer, therefore, no works are done on time.
How can I 'divorce' her now?
I don't really feel like bothering people's thinking, as long as I'm doing well in my works right. Am I right?
Am I selfish? No, I guess not at all right, I am sure there are people who think it in this way to. I think of her consequences too before I really wanna leave her, but has she thought of me before?????

Gerammmmmm..............I can feel my head is very heavy and pain now.
Guess I can't sleep well tonight again, not because of her though. I have been suffering from insomnia this few days.


10 April 2010

Another Friday

Its another Friday.
Have been spending times with the assignments, though not all completely as planned, but at least I kicked start them and roughly know how to continue with it.
Oh gosh, Easter break ends then. Will have Corporate Law test after the break. Good luck then!

Was super emo this afternoon. Around 3.00pm, I was very hungry but lazy to cook neither drive out to buy food. After starving for almostan hour, I just can't stand it anymore, because I am stressed out and I feel like crying. I know that I would burst into tears if I don't get away from my assignment and step out from the house. Without hesitation plus it was already thundering that time, I hit on the car and vroom, drove to the Batu5 and had the prawn mee.
I realized that I'm abit lost nowadays. I need some motivation and hugs, please :(

Its late. Nights.

06 April 2010

Corporate Law

Headache.......
Have been with the Law books with me since this afternoon, trying very hard to draft the essay but i just can't get any idea. Sigh sigh sigh........

Non-executive directors role? Chairman role in relation to corporate governance.... Oh no, please, give me some idea.
Feel like crying when I have totally no idea to write the essay because it reminds me of my Taxation Law assignment I did last year.
I got to get the draft done as soon as possible, by tomorrow. I don't want last minute work. Its terrible and horrible I would say. I would never want to experience it ANYMORE!!!! NO WAY~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pray hard.
As usual, HC will never give up. GoGoGoGo

05 April 2010

Go GREEN

The weather is super duper hot man. Ain't it suppose to rain since its Ching Ming today. :(
Ya, air-con air con, again its air-conditioner. Everyone just switch it on when they can't stand the weather. How many out there can live without an air-con? I wonder. Maybe not me. But I would like to remind these people that, before you switch on, have you thought of the consequences? Everyone is alert of the global warming issue but how many out there really take action on it. A little action like maybe reducing the hours of switching on the air-con helps a lot.

We should do our part. If we still want our next generation to have a better living, please do something. Its never to late to work together to bring a better tomorrow for out next generation.

Go Green! :)

03 April 2010

Easter Break 2010

Its mid semester break. Woohoo
So, gonna try to complete the piling up assignments first and continue with my marathon K as planned. Hahaha

Have been stucked at the computer lab with everyone's PC on with Facebook.. Yea, FB again, DEVIL facebook that's why noone can take their eyes off it right.

Last time i used to complain people are to addicted to FB and now I really know why.... Hehehe..
Anyway, as I said to myself, I will never put myself to any games except for Word challenge, just afraid if I will get addicted and let my assignments, tests pill up even more. :P

I have one week break, and my plan is roughly to fully utilised this break to complete on hand assignments, like Corporate Law, Personal Financial Planning, Investments and Portfolio Management and Statistics for Business and Marketing. Then, finish up all the tutorials and if possible meet up little cousin Cheng Yew and Reen. I missed them so so much man~

Nights and sweet dreams....

24 March 2010

AM BACK with lots of thoughts in my mind

AM BACK! AM BACK! AM BACK FINALLY!
I never realized that my last post was 3months ago. Anyway, now I'm back. Erm, maybe a little new me. Not to say new, is just that I have many thoughts in my mind now that made me feel that I have changed, changed to be better. Still improving though.....

Its nearly the mid of the new semester already. Haha, that's the starting only, why say so? For the past 2 weeks, gossips were around. What's that? Haha, its all about people, people and people. This not good, that one lazy, this one always don't bother, that one always don't do work.

That's pathetic in fact. You may treat them as funny where you get to see how people saying one's bad words behind another this semester, and it is seriously happening for the past 2 weeks.

FYI, I have 3 subjects with group assignment. SBM itself already killing me, I have 3 group assignment specifically for this subject only. Oh gosh....everyone knows I hate group assignment right!!! Luckily Corporate Law is an individual assignment. I always think that group assignment has its pros and cons.

Pros:

= Maybe you get to know what others know that you may not know. Erm, and I have no idea what's the next.


AND CONS:
= I really got to emphasis this! Because its group assignment, that's the good opportunity to know your friend very good, their personality maybe and their attitude towards their studies. Some people tend to simply do their part and send to their members, expecting the good students or so called ''veli geng punya orang'' to amend it and come up with a final copy.
= Some acting as a group leader, they are not in fact, and ordering others to complete the whole assignment, giving f*cking shit reason that they were super busy with their own stuffs. Hello, as though only you are very busy!!!! Damn right! OMG, excuse me as I get very pissed off to mention this matter. Cool ^^
= Is more time consuming to do group assignment (it may not be to others) For instance, 4 person from 4 different background, presenting the way they are used to, and when it comes to combining the whole piece of work, disaster may happen. So I rather do on my own. Hehe.....
= Besides, different people have different thoughts, how if one is not willing to tolerate others' idea? Quarrel next right? Or continue to pretend to be alright....

= Not every member is willing to cooperate and let out sometime to have discussions. All rely on messengers or facebook lol. Apa apa pun sms, messenger or even FACEBOOK!!! And then problems occur, because one may not interpret correctly what the sender intended to convey. Or maybe they don't get the tone. So you got to use those symbols more often to create a better understanding of your tone. Like :), LOLZ, ^^. Seriously I am not so into all these symbols, that's not so me la... However, I found that its a way to cool down yourself too when you wanna scold that person because neither party sees each other.

Well, you see, obviously individual assignment is better. I seriously thank myself for deciding to take up FIM in semester 2 which was a little faster from others (same batch). And I got to see things that may be really interesting when they were doing their FIM assignment last semester. I have been giving some opinion and helped them out, not expecting for any return by the way, saw many scene behind a group assignment. I experienced and learnt in fact, I get to see how these people pretending in front of another and back-stab one another next. Ya, that's reality but I don't hope to see that in my university life. Aren't U life interesting?

But but but, now I'm in a dilemma, I have the thought to not continue working with the same member in sbm now. Hopefully there is a way out for me...

Nights.. will continue once I have time

15 December 2009

MY HEART IS CURSING


Smile more often

So that with your happy smile,

I can calm my heart from constantly looking for you


Smile more often

So that the world will be jealous of you

Then my heart, which is constantly calling for you

Wouldn’t turn greedy anymore

Chorus

My heart is cursing because it cant say “I love you”

Tears burst and my yearning is flowing and flowing

The sad words that are stuck in my throat like a torn

Is roaming around my ear all day

Why does it have to be you?

Why did I end up loving you?

Even if I am shaking my head

Even if I try to deny it

Now I cant let go of you

I love you forever even you are not looking at me

You wouldn’t know even when I call your names thousand of times

You wouldn’t know even if I wait at that same place

Like a fool I just look at you, this foolish love

You don’t know no matter how much I call you

totally lost

Ya! Am totally lost. I swear I thought I get over it already when I really chat with you. I really thought like that. That's real. Really really really............Don't know why that I when I was in Penang yesterday night, suddenly I have the strong feeling to see him, to talk to him. The feeling was so so so so so strong. And I got so moody for the whole day till I'm back today. I just feel uneasy. Don't feel like talking. Don't feel like eating. Anything anything. Till I online and he said that he will be getting married. What a thunder like news to me. Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At that time, I was totally stunned and blank out. I didn't know what to do and still, HC continue to pretend again. Hate myself very much to pretend which eventually hurting myself. If, if if, at that time, I would have said YES, will the outcome be different? I wonder...

Why.... Argh..... damn shit! I am totally lost right now. Have been keep on repeating the song dear charl recommend me - 戴佩妮 - 街角的祝福!..

Why why why................ Why me why me why me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Penang trip was so so only because of my bloody bad mood. I don;'t know why I got so moody. Was it signalling that something bad will be happening soon. Ya, the bad news I got just now - HE is getting married!!!!

By the way. I am in love with penang and was eyeing on the residences there already.

10 December 2009

Penang :(

Why this face? :( Because I'm still sick. However, I'm feeling very much better compare to yesterday. Please please please, I wanna recover before I go penang. Please God.

Am gonna be very busy tomorrow.

1: Got to wake up early morning and sent the car to Bukit Beruntung workshop for service.
2: Till I reach home will be around evening.
3: By the way, go Temple for praying as promised!
4: Catch Little Nyonya drama, hehe. It was my 3rd time watching it.
5: Catch Justice Pao. nice drama!
6: Fetch cousin. She will be staying overnight here.
7: Pack my clothes.
8: Cousins and I planned to get some info first for our penang trip.
9: ......................................... will see how it goes.

07 December 2009

Feeling sick

Sneezing, shivering... Am feeling sick. Arghhh...please recover soon because I'm hitting the Penang Island and I'm gonna to eat till the max and enjoy the life at the island there. Yes, HC love Penang gao gao. She even hoped that she can own a piece of land near the beach. But, I knew that there were too many new high rise building around the island, that's quite disappointing to me. No offence. Why its disappointing to me, simply because I just love the quiet-island-but-like-a-city. Recently, with the development there, too many high rise building like the condos were built and it destroyed the nature of the island. Somehow, I still loved Penang very very much. Hahaha....

Cousins and I have been browsing thru the websites to get some ideas where to visit. And of course not to forget, the most waited one, the Peranankan mansion heritage!!! Yayaya, after visiting the one in Melaka, I personally fell in love with the Baba and Nyonya culture very much, hence, the Peranakan mansion musuem is a must visit for me. And also not to forget the much waited new Guan Yin statue at Kek Lok Si Temple. I remember when I visited Penang when I was Form 3, they were just in the process to build that statue and finally, this year, it is ready. Mummy, sister, cousins also raised their hands to say that ''MUST GO''!!. Many more places to go and I would definitely enjoy the days there till maximum. Hehehe....

By the way, God bless me to recover soon please, before I go Penang. I want to eat Rojak, apam balik, char keuy teow, End Of the World Seafood Village, sing k there, shopping and many many many more activities.

30 November 2009

Results Released!

Results released!
All 4 subjects released!
The 2 that remained RO yesterday night finally appeared on our results statement.
Frankly, it was kinda disappointed. I expect something better than that, yet, the marks were just a little away from my expectation. Have been thinking for the whole day what/where has gone wrong? Did I put enough effort? Should I retake? Previously I did have the thought to retake if I really get something which is lower than Distinction and now I really got to decide.

I got Credit for both Corporate Finance and Taxation Law paper. I just need another 2 marks for me to reach Distinction for Corporate Finance paper. Arrww.... 2 marks away only. How if I've done the question (I didn't complete one question)? Perhaps I will get it. Haiz... Is always if if if and if..... Sien.....

While for the taxation law paper, I should say that, well, I shouldn't expect so much really as I don't really have confidence on it after completing the paper. I got only 63. Its my attitude that made me feel guilty now. My last minute attitude doing the tax law assignment. For the first time, I did very last minute work and I got only 23/30. Its kinda low to me. Should I retake then?

I'm feeling lost right now. Have no courage to tell daddy and mummy my results that sucks. Have no idea at all what can I do during the coming semester. But, one thing for sure, that's a good lesson for me where I must not lag and gotto work hard CONSISTENTLY like how I did in the previous semester. I got to admit that during this semester I was a bit lost and suddenly don't find my way at all.

Where is the motivated LHC? Where is the hardworking LHC?
Anyway, the 3 months break will be sufficient for me to find my way, my dream, and everything that belong to me. Its time to refresh what I have done for the past 11 months.

:(

Two more RO

Results released.... OMG! I've been trying to control myself not to be so nervous yet, my heart is pumping non-stop since this morning. It stopped a while then when I think of it again, it started pumping again, bee-bop-bee-bop....

Around 9.30pm I did receive call from some saying that only 1 results were released and other remained outstanding. Sigh, this make me even worry. Don't really get to feel the full excitement again. I got 2 papers results, one is for Accounting Information System (the one I've been putting very very much effort on it as I've no accounting background) and Risk Management Models. Both I got High Distinction. Whee..whee....The other 2 that remained outstanding made me feel so miserable. Wondering what is my results. It made me even worry more. Though I was excited when I saw the two results, but I just can't fully enjoy the excitement since the other two results were left unknown. Hopefully, it won't take too long to let them post the results up. Again, hopefully it will be alright as I've been worrying these two papers very much ever since after the exam. Hopefully, everything will be fine real soon. :)