If

If people can do this, why can't you?

This suddenly appeared in my mind as I was doing my assignment now. Indeed, I expected it to be done last week though the submission date has postponed but I'm always expecting to do the best that I could. And till today, I am reading through it again and again, making amendments again and again. I believe that my efforts will pay off one day!

If people can score high distinction, why can't you?

Parents used to tell this to their children. But, sometimes, that's the initiative of him/her that matters. Right? No, but sometimes, you can't compare certain things with others. Like what the Chinese said, ''you compare, you'll suffer''.

So, in conclusion, the statement ''if people can do this, why can't you?'' is it true? Meaning that if people can climb the KK mountain, so can I? Headache headache......

....

GRANDPA AND GRANDMA, WHERE ARE YOUR?

I MISS YOUR SO SO MUCH...

NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, DO NOT WORRY ABOUT US.

HOPE YOUR ARE DOING WELL THERE. DO COME AND TELL ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING THERE.

100 HUGS AND 100 MUACKS...

I LOVE YOU, GRANDPA AND GRANDMA!!!!

21.02.2009

People must be thinking that I am crazy since I started to plan my next year birthday. Hahaha...

Yes, its HC 21st birthday next year on 21.02.2009. So sad that next year after 21st of February, I will no longer be under age already. Mummy, can I stay at 18 years old forever ar? Sigh...

Had dinner with the HRians yesterday and got to know that Fion is getting married. Congratulations first!!! And her wedding dinnner will be held on 21.02.2009 too. So, I'll be celebrating my 21st birthday on a wedding dinner? Is something different. And Henny and I will be the ''dai kam jie'' that day? Hahaha... Hrmm....will plan this after final with my darlingsss....

Hey Fion, I'll be damn free after my finals and if you need any helper do call me ya. Hrmm, I'll charge you of course. There is no free lunch k... *giggles*

Happy?

HAPPY? NOT REALLY....

Finally, I got my microeconomics mid term test marks and frankly, am not satisfied with it.

I got 41 over 50 only. Sigh... not enough la... I want more!!! So, must put more effort again!!!

I will never disappoint you, you, you, you, you...and myself of course.

I am...

She said I am a 滥好人. Yes, precisely I'm now.

I felt regret for what I have done on you. My only intention was just to concern and advise you and I thought that as a friend to you, I should do so and also that the others dare not step out to do so. I don't think that I was scolding you but talking in a way that people would think that I was scolding you. In fact, I'm not!!! As far as our concern, you are really not in the right track now and that keeps us worry of you. After that incident, I felt so regret and couldn't even concentrate on my studies as I have a test the next day. I got to worry how you are doing with your assignment, test preparation and tutorials homework. Not only I was the one who worried, indeed all of us!!!

I REALLY HAVE NO INTENTION TO SCOLD YOU!!! When grandpa and grandma passed away, it reminded me that I will never allow myself to have such feelings called ''regret'' anymore. The bad feelings called ''regret'' penetrated into my heart for my deeds that day. I just hate it!!! But, I can't ask ''regret'' to get away!!! In fact, its my mistake but for some , they think that I'm right. So, what's the conclusion??? That's no longer important....

And yesterday when I told Charl about my action, she said that I shouldn't have bothered it and let the others to do that. Now, I know that you are afraid of me and in return, people thinks that I am a 滥好人.

Ya, 滥好人!!!! L HUI CHING, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO REPEAT THIS AGAIN!!! NEVER EVER!!! Tq Charl anyway when she reminded me! about it!! I'll keep this in mind!!! Will never be the 滥好人 anymore!!!

Phillipe Renault

PHILLIPE RENAULT

I am so in love with Phillipe Renault's watches. I discovered this one day through daddy's credit card brochure 2 years ago. I did manage to find it from almost all watch shops in mall but I just can't find any retailer. I do found that I can purchase the watch through net but I don't think that its safety. Err....I want Phillipe Renault!!!! So, I got to beg daddy to swipe ''hardly'' so that I can redeem my watch. That's only the best and safest way for me to get the watch.

Love them so much... Its just too nice for me!!!

Coming Up...

I have passed up my business law assignment this week and am done with the microeconomics test today. What's next?

I will not have any extra time to lag anymore...
1. Got to buck up with my business law and management and organization behavior.
2. Moral Project will due next week.
3. Business Statistics assignment will due on the following week.
4. Management and organization behavior final assignment will due on the forth week.
5. Got to start to prepare for my business law notes.
6. Got to start doing revision... 2 more weeks left after my final assignment to FINAL EXAM!!!

GAMBATEH!!!
There is only a way to succeed - WORK HARD! WORK HARDER!!! WORK DAMN HARD!!!!!!

So, offline now!!! Hahaha....

F I N A L L Y

Finally, I am done with the business law assignment. I screwed myself for the past 1 week and suffered a lot especially during the weekends just hoping to finish it today and submit it to Turnitin. Yeah, I did it. I was forced to sit in front of my laptop from day till night, even when I go to bed, all kinds of interpretation was in my brain. Aiksss....anyhow, after the torturing weekend, I am done and have submitted in to Turnitin. So, wait for my tutorial class to hand up my hard copy lol. Wink*. By the way, I am pretty tired now, rushing for the assignment and got to help out mummy to prepare the dishes just now as we were having dinner with my cousins, auntie and uncle at my house today for the mooncake festival celebrations. Its time to bed, I am ''fishing'' already. Hahahah... Good Night and Hello to my sweet dreams. Hope to dream of my grandma and grandpa telling me that how are there doing ''there''!!!

Many more to catch up, eg, I paid 57 bucks for a movie. Its damn expensive yet worth it. No No No... Yes...No..Yes.......... sLeePy....

you see...

You see... What I have planned for my holidays have totally gone. Its totally different from what I am doing now. Today is Friday and I managed to finish my MOB assignment on Tuesday but only finished it yesterday only and I have yet to start with the business law assignment, Shit~~~ But, I did not go lepak during holidays, instead I met up Charl for badminton and we then had brunch together on Wednesday. That's it!!!
And what I have been doing for the past 3 hours?? I have been trying to read all my emails, I have more than 120 emails, and I am trying my very best to go through each of them and try to reply some of them. Hahaha....
Not going to crap anymore. I got to to start with my Business Law assignment and not to forget that there will be a test after this semester break, Errhhh....... Gambateh...... *giggling*...not more lagging...

A visit to orphanage

It was my first time to the orphanage. And I assure myself that if it was not because to fulfill my moral project I'll definitely don't know how an orphanage looks like.
Last Saturday, my group paid a visit to the Yellow House located at Cheras. I was told that the orphanage is basically Malays and Indians and I were afraid that language seems to be a problem to communicate with one another. We planned many programmes but it ended up only one is successful which is the singing part.
My children for that 2 hours session, was Angah. Throughout the whole session, Lisun, yeefang and I were teaching her to read some books and I was kinda surprised that they know quite a lot of words instead of those simple one. Who thought them? When it was nearly to the end, Lisun and I got to bring her to the canteen for their lunch before we leave. And, Angah felt sad when she heard that we were going to leave and ask if we could stay back with her for lunch and she wants to continue to study with us. It was very cruel to tell her that ''we MUST leave''. When we were at the canteen, Angah asked us when are we coming back. Lisun replied we came from somewhere very far by bus and we had to go back to study, we can't visit you so often. She then asked tomorrow can you come? ''Tomorrow is Merdeka Day, can your come and we celebrate together?'' It was so grieved that I don't even know how to reply her, afraid that I might hurt her. She kept on chasing after you just to find out when is our next visit. However, Lisun also replied her that ''next time la''. Can you feel that deep in their heart,they are expecting someone, or even a stranger just to visit them and accompany them. That's just so simple. But, it seems to be very hard to us!!!
And I tried to approach the sick bay which was then prohibited by the nurse there and what I saw really raised my annoyance on this damn parents!!!! Guess what I saw, in the sick bay, there were so many newly borned babies!!!! Why they were here??? Aren't they should be with their parents??? According to the person in charge, those babies were either being dumped by their parents 2 to 3 days after borned by the drain, roadside, etc or some other so-called reasons to dump them! WTH and WTF!!! These babies were innocent and I wondered how do their parent do this on their babies!!! How dare they hurt their children!!! If you have no intention to have babies, then why must you give birth to them and in the end they are the one who suffers!!! Pity them!!! They deserve for the smile, they deserve the care, they deserve the love from the world!!! But, the parents deserve the punish!!! There shouldn'tbe any reason to dump the children!!! That's a gift from god, appreciate it, love it, care it, smile that you had it!!! Argh~~~~ Gosh.....that's pathetic!!! And, by the way, there were more than 200 children inside. Meaning 200 over parents dumped their children there!!! Its freaking pissed off!!!!!!!

first time...

My FIRST first time
It was my very first time doing assignment and I was so surprised of my marks. Erm, 72.5%, consider okay what. But, to be frank, I'm not satisfy with it and think that I should have written a better one as I left out some important point in the assignment. Will work hard for the coming assignment. Gambateh!!!

My SECOND first time
It was my first test of this semester, and again I was so surprised that I scored full mark. Ya, it has been ages since when I scored full marks, perhaps more than 6 years. Hahaha... Will work harder and will never disappoint you, you, you and you!!!

My THIRD first time
And finally, I got my self a laptop, thanks mummy for the laptop. Love you so much, MUACKS!!!! Aiks, I am not used to laptop actually, I prefer my desktop, 17'' inch wide screen le...but I need a laptop for my assignment. Brother will definitely be very happy as no one is going to share the PC with him already. It belongs to him now!!! Yer~~~

I have 1 week holiday now. But, so sad that this holiday doesn't mean that I can go shopping, sing K and lepak also. Got to catch up my previous lectures and tutorials and finish both my business law and management assignments. So, here will be my plan of the week:

Saturday
-Finish all tutorials homework and business statistic's assignment.

Sunday
-Start MOB essay and finish it if possible.

Monday
-Continue with the MOB essay.
-Start business law assignment.

Tuesday
-Business law assignment.

Wednesday
-Back to U to do the business law assignment.

Thursday
-Meet up with Charl for badminton game. (Only meet up for a game, nah.. I can assure that we will crap very long when we meet!!! Hehe)
-Continue with business law assignment.

Friday
-Business law again.

Saturday
-Sigh, got to go back to college for block teaching classes.

Sunday
-Sunday also need to go back!!!
-HOLIDAY ENDS~~~~~

That's only my plan, whether it really works or not is another matter. There is just so many distraction in front of me, I have the Moonlight Renaissance 20 episode, this will have definitely attract me to catch up with it. Lets see what will happen!!!

and by the way....
I got a new Pikachu from brother!!! Haha, a new member of my pikachu's collection!!!

missed my lecture and ladies night

Arghh...geram betul. I missed 2 lecture. Definitely I'll get blur when I attend the next lecture class. Gosh..
This week is another hectic week again. Suddenly lecturer announced that 2 subjects' online tests will due this week and we got to get it done by Friday. The results will be taken as part of our assessment. Ish~~~

Finally, we had the Ladies Night on Tuesday again at Henny's place. There is a lot more for us to continue but it was too late and I have test on the next day and I have read nothing indeed.

Phew~~ I'm free of her..
1. The one who almost killed us everyday with her M-16.

2. The one who thinks that her way is always correct.

3. The one who is emotion! (I do admit I'm also emotion in times, but shouting on us and banging on an object is neither a good way)

4. The one who make us hope that she is on leave, MC, meeting, etc, as long as she is not in, because WE DON'T FEEL THE PRESSURE IF SHE IS NOT IN!!!

5. The one who will turn over what you/she have said.

6. The one who don't even respect you. Here I mean she will report every of our mistakes even if its the pretty minor one her ''sis''.

7. The one who thinks that because she is your superior therefore she knows everything better than you, in fact she don't! *Ask her about payroll la, :P*

8. The one who make the outsiders think that we are ''happy family''. My advice is that's just the surface of our department, you don't know more!!! So, concluded that always never judge a book by its cover!

9. The one who has 2 faces in office.

10. The one who will make you think that whatever you have done is wrong and makes you feel that you are useless.

11. The one who don't know something but expecting you to know better than her as though we are very professional in fact we are kinda new but we don't mind learning BUT, please!!! shouting at us is not the only way to teach one to do better!!!

12. The one who just like to shout out from her cubical but on the other side saying that she has to raise her voice to talk to us lol. (Doesn't make sense at all) The moment she start shouting, we started to be tension alr!!!

13. Don't think that we don't work when we are on leave or MC, or weekends or even in FUNERAL, just that we work from home(thinking of the office stuffs every moment at home)

14. The one who expect that we can do better than her. (Erm, why not you just let us sit on your place le...)

15. The one who wants us to be a decision maker. (Its okay to do that but, sometimes we might face dilemma, if we ask her ''what/how should I do'', she will stare at you by replying that ''can't you make your own decision'' or ''can you use your brain'' or ''this one also need to ask me then I'll be pretty busy'', BUT if we make decision without asking her, she might shout at you if I did wrongly by asking that ''did you ask'' or ''can you ask'' or ''why like that'', so SHOULD WE ASK???)

16. The one who don't admit her fault when you point on her mistakes.

17. The one who can tell big lies in front of us. (will never forget the signature matter)

18. Always double or even triple confirm with her before doing something, she might just change the next minute!

19. She can just dump things on you and ask you to rush this first and when you are rushing that particular task, she will again ask you to do another task, urgent also, then again throw you another task, urgent jugak!!! I don't mind helping out, it is my responsible to assist what, but sometimes I really wanted to ask which is more important and urgent but I just don't dare to ask. And, in briefing time, she would just say ''your don't know how to prioritize your work ar?'' Sigh~~~

20. I always remember that she once said before that ''as long as your DH appreciate your then its more than enough''! I wonder whether she really does or not!!!



As though that I'm still working there, NO, I no longer working already. But, I really missed you darlings badly, miss those crazy days...miss when we laughed like nobody else...miss when we kept on eating like everything is foc and we are skinny, haha...miss when we talked bad about people...miss when we joke...miss the doomsday when we were rushing for the appraisal & bonus & payroll at the same time...miss everything...I MISS YOU GUYS BADLY MAN!!! Frankly, I wonder when the time I graduate and start working whether I can have such crazy, crazy for food, crazy laughing, crazy talking, crazy people like your in the working society. I wonder...

The time working there though is short but I really learnt a lot indeed. I'm really happy working with you guys!!! Even sometimes when I recalled those funny joke or situation, I'll laugh on my own. I really really really miss it so muccchhh......

Pity my darlings who are still suffering there. Don't worry, soon you guys will get rid of her. And you can feel the difference of ''before and after'' working with her. Muahaha...

I'm busy!!!

The classes commenced 2 weeks ago and I'm already packed with assignments, online test, exams, etc. Never thought that the first semester is already torturing us. Aikss... Got to wake up early every morning, if I'm late, then I'll be caught in the traffic, then I might not get to pack at the compound of the campus, then I got to park my car besides Monash and cross the road to campus, and its wasting time, the weather nowadays is so hot somemore man!!! then I might not be able enter the lecture hall and I'll be considered as ''absent'' and the attendance of this semester will be sent to daddy or mummy and I got to prepare to answer them lol. So, I got to take the consequences if I don't wake up early, haha... Daddy had paid the ''five figures'' just for the first semester and he is always taking this ''five figures'' as a joke. Erm, daddy and mummy, I'll study hard! I'll never disappoint your! :p I'll make the five figure worth it!

Assignment..assignment..and assignment.. It's my very first time doing assignment and I'm totally pointless whether where should I start from. How can I get the info? How can I find the journals related to my question? And we are using the Harvard system man!!!

I love you business law! I love you management and organization behaviour! I love you microeconomics principle! I love you business statistics! I'm not flirting! I love you all so much babies!!! You're my babies!!! Please love me as well!!! Love me as deep as possible!!! Hehehe...

Went to Ikano and the Curve yesterday after class finished since I need not send xinhui and aimay back, I just wanted to take a short break. Went there for what??? Jalan jalan lol!!! Means shopping lol! Did not really shop through every shop. I just thought of getting something before I leave and finally I bought the Chocolate chip! It's really nice man!!! And I saw a top from padini and I really like it so much but unfortunately that no more S size for me so I got to reserve it at Pavilion! Hehe... When I like it, I'll try all my best to get it no matter how far I would have to travel or how much I have to pay for it.

Orientaion week

16 July 2008, Wednesday, here it started my U life.
I woke up at 6.30am that morning and sent brother to school and headed to xinhui's house to pick her up. I couldn't sleep well last night, feel nervous and wonder how my U life will be in sunway.
The first day of orientation was so boring and I feel like sleeping all the time when I was in Audi. There were too much things to remember. Feel like skipping the orientation day but were afraid that we might missed out something important as we were new in U so we attended the second day orientation also to get all things done and managed to skip the third day orientation.
Anwar was caught on Wednesday and I supposed that there will be road blocks the next day. I managed to go out earlier that day to avoid the traffic and damn it that I was caught in the traffic for one and a half hour!!! I managed to avoid the jam at Section 17 as I heard there was block so I go from Damansara Utama by using Penchala Link and the jam started before IKEA!!! WTF!!! Luckily that I did not use Federal Highway, the jam was so terrible when I looked down from the LDP bridge. Else, I might have caught in the jam for more than 2 hours, pity the drivers!!! I just don't understand why there were blocks, to stop demonstration? Stupid action I think. Having blocks on the road will not stop the demonstration to happen k!!! If it happens once a week, even the road tax rebate of Rm6250 will not be enough!!!

18 July 2008, Friday.
Yesterday, I got up at 9am and mummy suggested to watch a movie. Suddenly, she made me recall when was my last visit to cinema. Ya, it was last year, the second day after I'm done with stpm and I watched ENCHANTED! Nice movie we had though the seats was terribly torturing us. Guess where was our seat, it was at the first row and the cinema hall was fulled! Mummy and I went to Pavilion and watched War of the Dragon and we missed the earliest part as we were late. It was a nice and quite touching movie as I heard from mummy that the Director of this movie spent many years and money on the Dragon's animation. Then we went for lunch at Food Republic. I ordered my favourite, Omelet Oysters and Char Kuey Teow and mummy ordered Pan Mee Soup. Yummy lunch we had and we also ordered the Penang Rojak after we finished the main dishes. Mummy went back to office and I headed off for SHOPPING after lunch!!! Managed to get some tops but I did not get any in the end. I told myself that I must get at least an item before I leave. Finally, I got a bag from TANGS!!! *wink* Sigh, such a long time I don't have such a feeling ''shop till I drop'' since my last ''shop till I dropped'' was before cny. Where is the shopping queen??? Aiks...sad~~~

Finally...

Finally... I could take a break before U starts. It has been nearly a month since my last post.

A quick update of the happenings in the month of June.

I rejected him. I don't see or even feel his sincerity. Perhaps after that incident, I'm expecting more from him. I still have doubts on his words. Should I trust him, that's the only question playing in my mind. Arghhh...... Forget about it!

7th June 2008 , Saturday

First time I'm going out with them and we had lots of fun. It was my very first time to Malacca and I'm expecting to try out as much food as I can when I'm there(get bored of Kl's food).

We had our lunch at a Nyonya restaurant when we reached there. I missed their food so much. Thumbs up!!! I would rate it 10 out of 10. Hehe... :p

**the chili queen...keke**

**the pandan rice**

**a small restaurant that can fit all of us**

**promoting Sony Ericsson, K618i**

**egg tart with bird nest**

8th June 2008 , Saturday

- Uncle passed away... sob sob...
- Will never forget the day at crematorium.

15th June 2008 , Sunday
Had dinner with my uncle, auntie and cousins.

20th June 2008 , Friday
I saw him. My idol. Don't laugh at me k... I purposely come home earlier just to see him--Tian Chua. He had a meeting here with the residents but he just gave a short speech and left. At first, I did manage to take photo with him but he was in a hurry to attend another function. Sad~~~



After the committee meeting, I went yum cha with my classmates. A short meeting to catch up with them before they leave. Will miss you guys alot...

26th June 2008 , Thursday

Had my farewell dinner at The Gardens-Fong Lye Tea Restaurant and did some shopping. The fellow-ME, who hoped so much for shopping did not get anything in the end. :)

30th June 2008 , Monday
It was supposed to be my last day in Mayflower officially but.... :(

2nd July 2008 , Wednesday
It was supposed to be my last day as planned. I had lunch with my colleagues as a farewell. At first, Wendy thought of going One Stop Cafe at Batu 3 and that Ms Henny thought Wendy were mentioning about the Restaurant at Batu 5. A blur case and it ended up having our lunch at Sin Kar Hee anyway.
I have yet to finish my work so...got to go back to office the next day.

3rd July 2008 , Thursday
The gang managed to treat me lunch again as I paid for the previous lunch. They thought of going out for lunch that day but it rained so we got to cancel. Sigh, they convinced me to work again tomorrow so to treat me lunch. I wanted to take a rest so much. But..............I don't mind treating you guys lunch, its just a small matter, but...Aiks... I went back to office the next day as I have not done the handover stuff. Henny and Wendy was so surprised to see me as they thought that I'm not coming. Haha, I won't dump you guys ok since I have promised your. Once I reached office, I was so surprised to see a box of sushi on my desk. It was from Wesley! Haha, so happy to see that though I don't eat Sushi, still I ate some. Its nice man! Thank you Wesley!!! First time eating the ''man-made sushi'', thumbs up! Never expect that Wesley can make Sushi. :p

We had our lunch at Lau Heong and overall the food is just so so, except for their Curry Fish. Before leaving, we thought of yum seng and the moment we wanted to shout for yum seng, suddenly we heard people quarrelling/fighting(no idea). We immediately run out from the restaurant for safety. Shock man!!! Henny saw two guys and a girl. Sigh, they must be fighting for girlfriend I guess...speechless!!!

**tq! tq! tq!**

Finally...finally...eventually...eventually...officially...un-officially, it was my last working day.. I could take a break... I want to go shopping, karaoke, fish spa, sleep...and sleep...and sleep... I'm really tired!

....................to be continued.....................

4 years

I wondered how true are you when you confessed again? Are you confessing or that I'm thinking to much. What stops me...? I don't know. I'm nothing to you anymore right... I still have doubts on your words. 4 years already and whether you are still trustworthy? 4 years already and who are you now? Are you still the one I know? 4 years already, who am I to you? 4 years already, I don't think that I'm important to you again. 4 years already, time flies. its more than 1300 days. Anything can change. But my heart still............................................ where am I actually...................

pretender that hurts herself

After talking to you, realizing that I still have him, but I just pretended that I don't. What's the point lying to yourself, Lau Hui Ching? I really don't know what I want? Should I move on? I'm really in a dilemma.
Still the same question, should I thank you or hate you for telling me the truth that you are close with him and you checked me out just to find out whether what he said is true? I thought that I'm okay with that incident already, I thought that I'm recovering. Always in the recovering status since 4 years ago. I should have move on with my life as what I always says, I enjoy single life. But, do I really enjoy my life currently? Like what you mentioned, am I happy everyday after work and study? My answer is, nothing to be really happy or to be sad life without him! I still have him in my mind, right? Yes, I still have him! Forgetting him to me is something impossible, as I said before that forgetting someone in your life, some more he was someone important to you before, it is impossible. Unless there is someone there to replace him. Who can replace him in my mind?
After the talk, I couldn't concentrate on my work. My mind is only about should I approach him again or start anew with my life and welcome my uni life? I don't want to force myself to think of it, but he kept on appear in my mind. Ya, timing is important. But, I have no courage to face this relationship anymore. I should have agreed that ''to love is to suffer''. Should I believe your words when you were drunk until puke? I have no idea at all because I wasn't there. But then, should I believe what he said is true? Argh............... Its really making me crazy!!! I still have you in my mind, but I am nothing to you anymore.
Last time, there was a question for myself, if you really come back to me one day, will I consider again? My answer is always YES. But, since when I doubted my answer? Again, I don't know!
I knew that you came over that already and have your partner. But, why you still mention about me in front of him. Eventually, he checked on me and dig my sadness and I'm totally pointless now. Keeping your stuff with me is really............. Sigh............................................................
LHC, move on. Your uni life is waiting for you to enjoy it. He is nothing to you anymore. Its over. Whatever happened in the past is no longer worth for you to think of it. Comforting myself...sob...sob....

my favourite - Say It Isn't So by Gareth Gates

pissed off

ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~ I was so pissed off when I saw your message telling me that you knew him!!!
Should I thank you or hate you? I wonder...? Its that a plan? A well-formulated way to approach me and in the end telling me that you knew him? I never thought that the one who approaches me will be the one lying to me, fooling around. Eventually, it hurts me again. Aren't those old stories enough to let me suffer this few years? Aren't you living happily? Why must you check on me? Checking how true the story he said? Its all over right... Why must you dig my sadness.... sob sob

excited!

How can I describe my feelings now? Happy...? Joy...? Excited...? Exactly, I'm so excited when cath wanted to participate for the career fair. Ya, my pleasure, haha. A golden opportunity to expose and gain something that money can't buy, but of course I enjoy though I'm going to be very busy.

Now is 9.45pm and I'm still in the office, doing some preparation for the career fair. Haha, you know what, we decided to participate in this career fair yesterday and now we have 2 days left for the preparation only. Printing brochure, stationery stuff, gifts, etc. Wondering how are we going to suffer for this 2 days...? Colleagues, gambateh ya!!! Lets make it successful.

enjoy it

3rd of May, sunny day, after work, I decided to go Queen's Park for shopping thou I can't get someone to accompany me. So what.. I enjoy shopping alone too. I was so happy when I reached there, and thinking that I must be getting crazy when I enter the shops, haha.

Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang, this is what I bought. :p

Not enough, not enough, I want to shop again...
Lately, I realised that the money value is getting smaller, 50 bucks seems too little to me. What I am spending is always beyond my limitation. 5 bucks for a lunch is too little, right? Yet, I enjoy spending money, weird person!!! Shopping-my all time favourite. Gathering with friends-20 bucks is not enough!!! Although my income is only that much every month, but I just love to spend. I don't mind having lunch or breakfast in 5-star hotels or a better restaurant. All I know is, I want to enjoy my life. :p

4/5/2008
First time meeting up almost all my classmates(suddenly I realized that my class is so small) after graduation. Since everyone have no idea, then I decided to go the apartment at the curve. We reached there around 3pm and thought of getting the movie tickets but the show time is too late and bhuat got to reach home before 9pm so we just plan to have our lunch at the apartment and spend the time there. First time having my meal there with friends, and the food there is nice, I will rate it 8 out of 10. Chatting with them realizing that I am really not updated. What they are talking seems to be the mathematical symbols to me. All types of the symbols and question marks appeared in my brain. Argh, guys, don't worry. I will join the yum cha session or the so called consultation time. :p
These were the photos we took before leaving:

Miss Lim, don't snap without my permission k, you see, my eye bag is so serious!!! (lack of sleep -lah, keke) Looks fat!

A shot before we leave. (Erm, the table is abit messy) >>Photographer: the waiter

Next shot. Thought of shooting without the flash, but this is the results. Sigh, one more take!

Worst still!!! Bhuat said camera sensitive wor....no comment

AGAIN~~Obviously everyone can't smilenaturally already!

Finally, turn on the flash and this is the last shot! BUT, can't see my eyes! argh~~~~~~~

I missed my form six life so much. Hoping that time can bring me back, though form six life is tough but I enjoyed it! *wink*
We are planing to go sunway for one night stay, haha. Don't think that we are crazy, we were born in KL but staying in selangor's hotel, no big deal! In between, we were sharing the Penang trip with the others who didn't join, and suddenly thinking to organize a trip to Penang again!!! Yea, love Penang so much. Missed our trip there so much. Penang, I'm coming!