WHERE ARE YOU?

I lost my lovely metal ruler.. Arghh....

I've been using that ruler since I was in Standard 3.

Imagine how long this metal ruler has been with me, through the ups and downs, through all the tests and examinations, its always with me when I am doing my home works.

I pathetically need my lovely metal ruler back.

Though I have another one with me and it was somehow younger than the one I lose, but the lovely ruler was the one who always accompanied me.

I don't want a new one!!!

I just want my metal ruler back now!!!

One test and the finals are coming, how can I leave without it!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not me!!!

I have a long break and of course its a good time for me to do my assignments. Somehow, I lagged and took my sweet time and rested & slept for almost 2 days continuously. Being not productivity for two days, without the concern that the assignments and tests are due very soon. Gosh..... I think it was mainly due to the accident I met which gave me a lot of problem to settle this and that, moreover auntie passed away last weekend!

Last Saturday, I spent my whole day in and out, went to temple to bai bai, went lunch with daddy and brothers, went shopping after lunch, sent my car to the workshop.

Sunday: Woke up very late as I didn't have good rest since Friday night. Went dinner with uncle with his new 4 wheel car!!! Reached home at 10pm.

Monday: Slept till 4pm and enjoyed the Nyonya cuisine as dinner with family members at SS2. Finally, I tried that!!! And I'll definitely visit the restaurant again. Rushed back home and went and fetched two cousins, off we went to attend Auntie's praying ceremony. Sob~~~Sob~~~

Tuesday: Finally started with my assignment. Suddenly have no idea what I've done yesterday. OMG!!!

Wednesday (Today): Went to Uni and did the assignment things again with friends. Reached home at 8pm and am still now with my lappie with the assignment files on........

GOT TO BUCK UP!!! Tonnes of assignments are piling up!!!

Exhausted!!!

UPDATED!

Block teaching held on Saturday finished at 3.30pm. I stayed back to wait for Elaine till her class finished at 4.30pm, off we went to 7-11 and had cup mee as our meal. Poor us, we have money to go concert but not for a brunch?! Haha...

Attended the T music festival concert I having been waiting for...All because you're there, that's why I'll be there. :P David Tao, your live is still the same-superb!!! The concert was a blast, it started sharp at 7pm and continued non-stop till 1.50am. Its my first time attending a concert till so late and the singers and audiences were still very ''on'' that night/morning.

Reached home at 2.05am and bathed, wandering around at the living room and read the newspaper. Till I'm done, and when my hair is dried its almost 3a.m. Woo, I felt asleep the moment I lyed on the bed. Woke up at 8.00am this morning to attend the block teaching again. Go0sh, for the first time I fall asleep in the lecture hall man. Its disappointing!!!! The moment I reached home this evening was to sleep!!! I'm really exhausted now. Yawn....its time to bed~~~~~

Luckily + Go ahead

Met my lecturer this morning (purposely wake up early today to go college and see her, am on semester break now ) and get my doubts cleared and eventually, I asked her about the DR and DT thing which I was wondering whether I should ask or not, worrying that she will take note on my paper. Anyhow, I asked and get the answer. She said she is not that particular and will no penalize me, perhaps she understand my situation where I've no accounting background at all and I'm starting from ZERO!!!

I reminded myself many times and from now on practice to write DR instead of DT.

Previously, to be frank I've the sudden thought of giving up the subject or to drop it. I want to emphasis that even FIM which is damn tough to everyone, I took the subject and did not think of surrender at all but how come I have that bad thought of giving up. But, few days later, I decided that, I chose my path - to major in Financial risk management and banking and finance. Hence, I should never ever have the thought of giving up. The accounting subject comes in the double major package, I have no choice in short. I got to take it. And now, I'm telling myself that NEVER GIVE UP!!!

I always remind myself about the doomsday's I had when I was taking the FIM subject, the assignment itself was enough to kill you, mentally or maybe physically. Since I did well in FIM, why not in AIS. Since I have no accounting background, why I scored Distinction for last semester's Accounting for Decision Making. So, I have no reason to give up this time. And, I strongly believed that, nothing can stop you to go further, if you insist to do it, if you really wanted to, and if you believe that nothing is impossible (even the Frenchman climbed KLCC successfully).

Go ahead, there is nothing to be fear of anymore. VLHC can do it!!!

Its too LATE

Its too late.

I just came to know that Daddy knows accounting. I was on my study table doing the accounting exercises and he came up and pass me the strawberry (he used to send us fruits after every dinner). I was concentrating on the calculation and I noticed that he was standing behind me for quite some time. At first, I did not bother and till I calculated the figures, I turned and looked at him. He said: debit credit. What is that ''DT''. And I replied: ''DT'' is debit lo...because I've no accounting background at all that why I used Dt as a short form of Debit. He then continued and said that; Ching, you must change la, there is no such thing called Dt in accounting only ''DR'' that represents Debit. Then I told him I don't know accounting at all so to make my life easier I used ''DT''. And, he warned me again that I shouldn't used ''DT'' but should start practicing using Dr else marks might be deducted. And I was like, Wtf.... I just realised that, I used DT in the at risk test. But how come all the while no one tell me only can use Dr. Why whenever I'm showing my friends my work, they don't inform me or correct my mistake.

Why!!!! Why!!!! Its too late. I am super worried about the at risk test now and am thinking whether should I see the lecturer and tell her this and hopefully she could just close an eye. Really damn shit!!! Wtf!!!

By the way, I just knew that Daddy had little accounting background. He took the accounting course and draftsman course 30 years ago, but he got to stopped without graduating because he got to work. And he made me realised one thing that, I or we should thank our parent for being so kind to let us choose our course and university that we intend to go. They work so hard to pay for our fees and our pocket money of course. So as a student or a children to your parent, Study hard is the only way to reward your parent. They don't get anything from what you learnt, instead, they'll be proud of you if you have been doing good in your studies.

So, I got two lessons tonight:
1. Write DR instead of DT, luckily its not final (feel like crying already when I think of this, my 5marks gone!!!!!! I know 5 marks to some out there is like peanuts but to me even its o.5 marks, it is very important!!!)
2. Study hard, don't waste the hard-earned money of your parent, let them be proud of you