S t U d Y

Studdddd---y. Am still in the holiday mood and have not really clear my desk for the new semester. I have only did some packing on the lecture notes and tutorials stuffs because I need the files to feed in my new notes and tutorials.

Its the end of week 2. No more sleeping like a pig. No more shopping - which I've done very much previously. No more No more.... HuuuuuHuuuu....

I don't really get to finish all my tutorials for this week as I was darn lazy. Though classess usually starts later, I always ended up sleeping again and again till 30 mins before I need to depart from home to college, even if I wake up early at 7.30am.

Will be starting the first block teaching this weekend and really hope that I can catch up with it as I have totally no idea with the ledger and journal things. Credit debit credit debit credit or debit....Hopefully I'll be able to handle it like how I did it for the previous accounting subject where I'm able to do an income statement and balance sheet, in which I know nothing from the beginning. Nyek nyek nyek.

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Not having class tomorrow and have planned to get dear Charl to accompany me to the saloon to trim my hair.

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21 August 2009, have planned a trip to Sg. lembing with friends and really hope it success. I've been wanting to see the sunrise for so long. Can't wait~~~

Life is Great

Life is great. Look forward and you'll see wonderful things in your life. Think positive. Smile sincerely. Laugh loudly. Work hardly. Do properly. Everything can be so fine.

I enjoy my life, and so do you?

Yesterday night, finally got to meet up with the dear Henny for shopping. Oh. it has been so long that we didn't go for crazy shopping. I've did lots of shopping before and after the mega sales but yesterday was her first shopping since mega sales started. I only managed to get one pair of shoes. Ye..its shoes again and that's the 7th pair of shoes I bought in one month time. Whenever I go shopping, I'd definitely manage to get at least a pair of shoes. Henny bought 3 pairs of shoes and some tops for her and her dear. Aww...... How I wish to buy for my dear too..... :)

Off, we had our dinner at Pasta Zanmai. It was my first time there and before that mt did recommend me as their pasta were delicious. And, I would really give thumbs up to it. Worth trying.

The 7th pair of shoe is not in

Dinner at Pasta Zanmai

I bought a bag that day from NafNaf and at first I thought of buying it for dear Charl as a present but ended up I made them for myself. Hence, I got to buy other thing for dear Charl alr and I owed her a birthday dinner. Super happy 21st birthday dear CharL.

Attended my ex tuition teacher's wedding dinner at Jaya Palace Restaurant at PJ. She really looks so pretty that night. And it made me recalled of my guilty deeds. I made her cried last time and I wonder whether she still remember that incident or not. I sincerely hoping that she could forget and forgive for myself being childish and naughty at that time. And now the Ching Ching has grown up, she is no longer the naughty Ching :p



Currently, at Parkroyal waiting for my dear mummy then off to Istana to meet brother. I feel so so sleepy now.

Ice Blended Ultimate Mocha. Thumbs up!!!

INSANE person

Really damn her. I never ever want to say that at all. Its over and I really don't wanna blame on anyone. You get what you want and the marks were totally good enough to let you scored a D... What a nice D. And you never even thank us. Ended up scolding me 'bitch'. If I would have be the bitch, you can't imagine what will happen now. You got to bear it!!! We were really darn kind enough as we didn't complain anything to ms and even back stabbed you, except making complaints and grumbles to either party or our close friends who are not involved. You turned out to be so crazy and went up posting the silly things on your personal message. It happened few times before and I take it and leave it as if it never happened before. Aren't we kind-hearted enough? Kind enough to forgive you and just forget about it. Oh gosh.. You spoilt my day and that's pretty out of my expectations that you go INSANE now!!!! Yes, YOU ARE!!!!
We believed that if we are going to reveal the truth to everyone, people will stand by us as these people have known you much better than us before we were informed 'who you are'!!!!.......

That's ridiculous...I got really pissed off. Anyway, as usual, this time, I will just take it and after some grumbles, I leave it. Its not going to affect my mood either as I don't think that its our fault!!! We have done more than what was necessary. Very much more......

semester 2/2009

Yayaya.. and I'm finally in the Year 2 of my degree program now. I could shout and say that I've completed my Year 1 subjects, proudly presenting my results to anyone. To daddy and mummy, to ah ma and ah gong....to anyone, anyone out there.

And of course starting from this semester, the subjects will be much more tougher.

Recently, I have an idea of organizing a birthday party for myself, my 21st birthday celebration. Its just an idea which popped up lately due to my birthday dream was not fulfilled. The party will be held at the beach and my theme will be related to the beach, where guess are allowed to wear beachwear or only blue colours top and bottom - to match with the colour of the sea. Or maybe they can only wear green colour top and bottom - because its 'ching' which sounds like 'green' in mandarin.
My theme will be HC's forever 21st birthday beach party. Sounds cool right.
But of course if I really wanna do this it involve some networking and it definitely cost a big big bucks.

Shitt....that's all my plan..... my dream....... Arghh.........

Only for BH & LY

To bh & ly,

Remember the time we had. I know it may not be a super great celebration to both of you, but I planned that, sincerely, hoping that you guys will have a wonderful 21st. Though its ''in advance'' but your know why lar...

Bh, I like the time when you almost cried and telling that this was the first time us celebrating your birthday and you really happy with that.

Ly, I like hearing the thanks from you too.

I'm really happy with that my dears... I really do... My efforts were worth paying off. By the way, I needed 2 days to recover my energy. Woosh....now you know how tiring it was doing the cupcakes, baking it, making the birthday card till 4am and woke up at 6am to prepare the stuffs. Anyway, I'm willing to do it and so shall I expect my beach party from you guys huh.... Hahaha..I'm dreaming again....its time to go to bed, I'm darn tired.

The shopping time....watermelon for may's cocktail....

WooHoooOoo.....

Forgotten to bring along recycle bad ...ish....

HC's self-designed cupcakes recipe

at first, when i was mixing the ingredients i really thought the cupcakes will not be so nice as i spent a longer time to mix them all together as i used a lot of ingredients to bake 42 cupcakes...but it came out to be beyond my expectations....it was really delicious compared to the first 2 times when i first tried to bake cupcakes...

choc flavour

butter flavour

A card from HC and all to 'him'

And when this 2 orang meet....gaduh for cooking methods... no eye see...

The hand in this pic was mr. saw. He destroyed my art....I shouldn't have let him do the icing...

Everyone gave thumbs up... ;) really delicious....hmmm

the 2 slices of tomato for mein's so-called decoration...:P

it suddenly remind me about the ''cream promise'' pics... gonna chase them for the pics soon...

with the colourful candles... another piece of art though...

HC's with her handmade card

showing off her creativity..

Once again....Happy 21st birthday. Selamat hari jadi 21. Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le.

:)

He is happy, so am I.

Thanks to everyone, you guys are the best. Love ya always.

1st week of holidays

Gosh, my 1 week holidays gone. And I've around 3 weeks + holidays left only. What I've been doing these days. I'd say, days are pretty bored, but I enjoyed it pretty well.

1. Last weekend, headed to Bukit Beruntung early in the morning to send the car for service then off to Pavilion to get hy's present.
2. Met the Maxwellian for karaoke. Met new friend-Dinesh. And to the Maxwellian, don't spoil my image ok.I'm not the 'big sister' la...
3. Went Pavilion again to get my stuffs. My stuffs = shopping.
4. Attended hy's 21st birthday party.

5. 15/06/2009 - Its ah ma's Chinese lunar death anniversary. As usual mummy, uncle, auntie and I went to ''grandhouse'' (its ah ma & ah gong house, so we called it grandhouse) for paying ceremony.

6. Prepare hy's handmade birthday card and delivered it to her house. Though it was one day late, but its still the month for Gemini. :)
7. Got recipe from auntie and I baked the raisin cake.
8. Went to Ampang road for a job interview. Wtf, the management don't even inform that there was no training and wasted our time to travel there. And because for that interview, I walked under the rain and I caught flu now. Wtf!!! Went to KLCC with friends after that and did some shopping.
9. Went Pavilion again, yea, its Pavilion again, to have lunch with mummy and walk around. Bought a pen for Tch. The future inspector. Hahaha.....
10. Today. I just found the cupcake recipe. Will try them out within this few days.

Other than these, what I've been doing. Sleep. It has become my favourite past time and I sleep for more than 14 hours a day. And I'm getting very blur now. I think I should stop sleeping so much, I shall go for jogging in the morning, clear my messy and dirty desk, packed wardrobe, messy shoe rack.

its =

If you're expecting something from people, do put some effort and time to make people feel better too. Don't ever be so selfish. Things go around, the same thing will come to you one day in future eventually.

still dreaming

HC is still dreaming on her birthday dream.

I had a wonderful 21st birthday this year and so I hope that my friends also have and will have their blast celebration. What's my birthday dream? I'd say not many of my friends know, its countable with your fingers.

I wish to celebrate my birthday at the beach. And the guests are all my friends, despite close friends or not, it could be anyone that I've met. A piano placed at the beach and my darling will sing me the song of ''yan huo de ji jie'', ''jue bu neng shi qu ni'', ''liu xing yu'' and ''di yi shi jian''. Why all F4? No particular reasons, I had this idea when I listened to their songs some time ago. Erm, ''di yi shi jian'' maybe specially for all my friends. Besides, I do hope to see fireworks at the beach. And....something that I think no one can do. I want to see 21 balloons at/on the sea ....erm...I just don't know how to express it. See the picture below. Its kinda simple. I edited this photo before my 21st birthday and am always looking at it.

And 3 more days to 21 June then it will be officially 4 months away from my exact birthday. Yet, till today, I'm still wishing that I could have this. How I wish.....

Mr. SJ, I do take your words seriously. Keep your promise that you won't disappoint me.
Mr. CheeWei, I still remember you promised me about the cupcakes.
I still remember them very well. I really do hope that my dream/wish will come true one day since it cannot be fulfilled on my 21st birthday... (''_'')

Its over

Finally, semester 2 ended.

I'm currently not in the mood....since this afternoon. I have tried my best, gave what is my maximum to it. And I do really hope that it will turn out to meet my expectations. I have nothing to say at this time. All I need is just to be alone, at the cafe, and refresh myself. Though I said I tried my best, somehow, I did lagged in between the period and it shouldn't happen! Why.... And my heart still beat so so fast like how it was before entering the exam hall this morning.... Arghhh....

Anyway, I know its over and there is no point thinking of it because I can't change the situation. I shall go for the shopping spree................... That's my only way to release my pressure.

I.......

I just feel like crying....
I don't know what can I do next...
Perhaps I have not paid enough effort...
I have tried and did my ever best...
I just don't feel like saying anything now...
I wanna shout out....
I want to take a good rest (I have not had soundness nights for quite some time)...
But I can't lag on at this time...


2 more papers to go.... and now I'm really tired. I have no energy to even move faster...
But, I know that I should not give up at this point of time !!!
I know that I can do it.
I will prove it!!!
I will go for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll keep my promise!!!!!!
Trust me!!!!!!

FINAL

Ya....3 more days to the final. And now I am dipping myself to FIM. FIM again. I need to do research again this time. The essay questions are given and its not easy either. I'll have to read bulk of printing materials, notes, etc. But I learnt that I will never read all materials instead I'll pick the most related/necessary one. Else, with all the materials I had, it will definitely make me crazy and in the end I don't get a conclusion for those materials at all. I'm sure others will agree with me, the more you read, the more confuse you are. So, take the most related one will do.

National Library, here I come.................................. shhhh......................

After FIM will be the accounting and marketing paper. Gosh........................ Got to memorise all the formulas.............................. GAMBATEH!!!

Back to my revision.....good luck to me!!!

I SWEAR

It is 3.26 a.m now.

Finally, I am done with the last assignment for this semester. Though its the last one, but I just feel upset that how come HC is doing last minute work. Ya, no one expect that HC will do last minute work. All because of the previous assignment - FIM!!! After handling the FIM assignment on last Thursday, and you never how exhausted am I. I just fell to sleep after lunch when I reached home and slept till 7pm + that day. And I wen to bed that day at 12am as well. Friday, I thought of doing the assignment but ended up sleeping again, BECAUSE I REALLY NEED MORE REST!!! I forced myself to look on my assignments, but my eyes just couldn't stand any longer. That's why I am now here. If not, you can find me in your dreams.

Argh......................

I SWEAR THAT I'LL NEVER REPEAT THIS ANYMORE!!!

That's not HC!!! By the way, FIM assignment was really the toughest assignment I experienced!!!
I used to complete my assignment few days before the due date but now.......................... Got really upset especially when May was surprised that she saw me online because I was still doing my assignment. Her reply ''how come...?'' really made me feel guilty. This assignment is not a good piece of work either. WTF!!!!

Vanessa Lau Hui Ching, never ever do that again!

RELEAS-ED

YES... I'm released. Though I have one more assignment to go, but no worries as I have drafted the essay pretty much earlier and I shall complete it within this 2 days. So that I can attend the relative reunion dinner on this coming Saturday.

The FIM assignment was really the most difficult assignment (so far) I would say. I have never had such experience. You know, over the weekends or even started from last 2 weeks, I stayed up till 3 - 4am or even 5am to do the assignment. And of course I didn't sleep well even if I get to sleep for 2 hours before I wake up to go campus. I tried to not to go to bed so late as I know my body can never stand that, and I'd definitely fall sick again. And, I had fever, flu, then cough (sounds like swine flu symptoms). Then, recover, then now I feel cold. Having a little running nose. Sigh sigh sigh, all because of this assignment!!!!! I personally don't really like sitting in front of the computer for a long duration, what more I got to sit in front of my laptop from day till the next morning.
Yesterday I even spent 6 hours at Starbucks, trying to complete the assignment. Why Starbucks? I have no choice since LiSun and mine laptop couldn't connect to the campus wifi. And we need the access all the time when we are doing the assignment. So I suggested to go Pyramid Starbucks, and of course we get to discuss those assignment stuffs immediately rather than waiting from the reply thru calls or sms or messenger. And you know its better to talk face-to-face rather than calls or sms. Sometimes you just don't get to convey the 'proper meaning' of you message to the other party thru calls or sms. Though messenger is the cheapest way, but still I think messenger only helps you to reach your friend easily when she is connected on the other end. But the problem is still the same, sometimes when words are typed and sent over there, it might turned out to be translated to other thing. The probability of high accuracy of reaching the correct message convey is very low indeed. Maybe what you want to tell can be translated that ''you are in anger'' on the other end. Hence you need those icons to make it more specific.

Anyhow, I am done with the FIM assignment. And I can totally feel the difference between before and after completing the assignment. Before: You are stressed out, you feel that your brain is heavy, and couldn't function well too. After: You don't get to concentrate in class because you are lack of rest. Your brain don't even function. All you want is to sleep! But the main thing is that you feel the relief, truly.

I'm not going to face the computer too much already, the 3 weeks doomsday had made my skin dried up and dull. I need a massage now!!!

Back to tutorials....

Now I know why....

Now I understand what they meant. Now I know that why she has been moving from one group to another. Now I know how's the feelings when being ill-threatened. Now I swear that I will never grouping with her. She made me screwed up.

I personally will admit that to certain extent it is my fault for not communicating well with her. And I do admit that it is my fault for telling her last minute that we wanna complete the task this weekend. It is my fault that I did not make myself clear about our tasks. My faults.... Girls now I know what your meant and I really experienced it!!! But its too late. Nonetheless, I will never expect anything on her and we shall complete the task on our own.

I love working in group but not in assignments!!!

Back to assignments

Frustration

I got frustrated with the way she did her work. She is giving me shit!!! I'm not being bad k. Since its a group assignment, each of us play our own responsibility and try to cooperate with each other. You got to go and get the books your own and do your research for your particular section. But ended up asking me what's the definition, what does that mean, and even asking me ''DID YOU BORROW ANY BOOK? CAN BORROW ME''!!! Wtf!!!! Sounds harsh right. Yes, I really got pissed off with her till I wanna scold the four letter words to her. She even asked me to help her photocopy then bring it to her since I wanna use it. Wth!!!

I borrowed her the book and she said she will photocopy and return to me. In the end, I need to let her bring back home the book again and again till I surrender and said ''you take the book la, I don't want to wait anymore, I want the introduction soon.''. Yes, I totally surrender. I have no choice but to compromise. Ya, I should use the word ''compromise'' because again, its a group work. And, when today I was doing the assignment I feel that I need the book, she replied me I return to you on Monday then. Hey, come on!!! The assignment will due on Thursday k!!! Don't tell me you want me to do last minute work and you should know that the Turnitin is pretty sensitive. I need to hand in our work as soon as possible.

You know how pissed off am I. You know how I wished that I never have a group member like her. Really got very pissed off the way she did her work. She told me she is busy so she can't find info about the monetary policy, so she would just write what she had. Hey, miss, don't say you don't have ample of time. If you don't have ample of time then how about us. At this moment or for this week we have the accounting assignment due and FYI you no need to do anything okay except cutting the articles from newspaper. Moreover, you don't even ask about the assignment except when you need to sign the declaration form of the assignment. Come on. You don't have time, then how about us!!!!

Frustrated + Disappointed = Pissed off

Back to assigment.....got to crack my head for the 6000 words assignment

Shopping

Ya ya ya. I said before I will definitely hit the shopping mall soon right. And, I headed to pyramid after the class finished this afternoon.

I have been trying to control myself to splurge on clothings or any accessories this time. So guess what I did? Shopping what. I shop for groceries lo. Its the first time alone shopping for groceries. Fun tough. I can conclude that the satisfaction level when you see what you bought comparing for ''normal girls shopping (clothings etc) is totally different. Anyhow, each has its different feelings after the shopping. Shopping for groceries is totally different from shopping for clothings. When you shop or I shop for groceries I will just see what I want and take it and throw them into the trolley and if there are few types of packaging it will involve some mathematic calculations which is quite fun though. Hahaha.. 

What I bought....

end up using too many plastics....

and I never thought that these things will end up to an amount of 160bucks, which was totally out of my expectation. I thought maybe it should be around 100 bucks. And there was a little incident when I made my payment. I paid by credit card but it took long time for it to process. Really long time till you feel like taking out another card to try but unfortunately I didn't bring along any extra cards as I have took them out from my purse, thinking that I shouldn't bring so many cards with me just in case I am robbed. Choi!!! Plus the safety out there is really terrible. I started to worry and think that ''this time cham liao, I only have 2 dollars cash with me, how am I going to pay this amount''. And, I have taken my ATM cards out from my purse since I don't use it also. Luckily the cashier was patience enough and willing to try and try and try again. Till its approved. Woosh......luckily lol as I was about to call LiSun to come and help me since they are the nearest to me. They are having lunch at Tony Romas. When I was about to call, it was approved. Really thank god!!! So it reminded me that I have to put extra cards in my purse just in case any emergency.