cupcakessss....

Hmm..yummy yummy...
Frankly, I hate cakes. I wondered when was my last bite of cake? Ya, last two weeks, Christine forced me to try her homemade Yam Cake, she sounded like I must try it though I have rejected her and told her that I don't eat cake!
Christine: ''I don't care ar, you will not have the chance to eat this type of cake outside, I don't know...(at the same time putting a slice of her so called special-homemade-yam cake on my table.)'' I was like...yer, what is that?? Oh gosh, she is really challenging me man! Finally, I finished it unwillingly. By the way, no comment on her yam cake because I don't eat cake. And recalling again my previous bite of cake. Ya, it was last year, during my birthday. That time Jason and I celebrated our birthday together at grandma's house so Winnie bought us a cake each. Mine was tiramisu if I have not forgotten and Jason's one was...chocolate cake??...can't remember. After blowing the candles, I thought that my responsible and also manners was to cut the cake to everyone.
Auntie then asked me, ''Ching, where's yours?''
Me: ''Har, no please, I don't eat cake!!!.''.
Auntie: ''No! Today is your birthday, is a must to eat at least a slice of it, at least a small bite k!!!''.
Winnie: '' Nah, you see. Take this(passing me the cake).''
Me: ''Haihz, okay then (ate unwillingly again).''
It was more than a year ago already. It shows that I really don't eat cake!

Cupcake.....
Cupcake and cake is totally different to me. My first try eating cupcake was during my lovely cousin, baiyin's wedding day. The cupcakes was ordered via online. Sounds cool man. And i ate 4 cupcakes once and brought home another 3 again, hehe. But, if you want me to eat 4 slices of cakes in once, NO WAY!, not even a slice of it please. Its torturing me indeed! The cupcake baiyin ordered was a homemade cupcake from Sri Hartamas. Really miss it so much. Yummy yummy. Recently, I found a cupcake course thru internet and I'm very interested with it. Hopefully I will be able to manage my time and attend the course. Can't wait to learn making cupcake. **winks**

from lawbreaker to lawmaker

As usual, when I got up this morning, I'll wash my face and brush my teeth and started my day with the chinese newspaper, it seems to be a must for me to read it everyday no matter how busy I am. After finishing the chinese paper. I had my breakfast-mihoon soup which dad bought from market. Then, I started browsing thru The Star paper. A title caught me an eye, ''From lawbreaker to lawmaker''. Yea, its my super idol, Tian Chua (not funny k). A person who I really respect for what he has done for the society. Its a column of his history. I made up my mind to finish up the article. It was really interesting though. He studied Agricultural Science in Sydney University but switched to Philosophy at University of South Wales. He then received scholarship to do his Master Degree at the Institute of Social Studies at the Hague, the Netherlands. And now he is a MP for the batu seat (my area). I really support him so much for what he had done, he was arrested many times for involving in the demonstration, but yet he still continue with the way who he is before imprisonment. But it was quite saddening that his girlfriend who was an activist also was blacklisted and deported back to hong kong and from then they stayed apart and broke up eventually.
I like his motto of his life: La vie existe grace aux choix / Life exists because of choice.
And mine will be Live live to the fullest, with no regrets :p

shhh....

DON'T TALK WHEN I'M DRIVING!!! I NEED CONCENTRATION... :p

What happened yesterday? What has gone wrong?
Elaine and I went to Pavilion for dinner. The story starts here, after wisma genting, Pavilion is on your right hand side and there are 3 entries, the first one is the drop off valet, the second one is the basement parking, and the third one is loading bay (written no entry). At first, I ''accidentally '' drove in to the first entry, haha... fine then, just went in and came out again and telling myself to drive in to the second entry. Who knows I drove in to the third entry, hahaha... Sigh, what has gone wrong? WTF... Two security guards were there and I smiled and signal them to allow me to go in and make a U-turn, luckily they are good enough.
Me: Elaine, don't talk to me when I'm looking for parking, I might miss it out, haha
Elaine: haihz, okay okay.. this time I'll keep quiet and don't get into the wrong lane.
Me: okay, you may continue now. We are in the basement already. Haha..

We planned to have dinner first before going shopping, thought that it won't take so much time till we realized that we have another 30minutes left before the shops close to get our stuffs. Sad sad sad, didn't get anything only a nail polish from SaSa.




dinner-ing at Dain TiHill

i know, tq tq!

Hahaha... I'm still very happy for ooi chee's praise..

ooi chee: hey, your hair is nice! Natural one is it?
os: hmm, can I lie that its natural one? Yer, for that very moment I regret for destroying my hair scalp by putting the chemical just to make it straighter. Sigh... ''No la, I did rebonding before'', I replied.
ooi chee: oh, I see!!!
os: argh!!!! my hair is perfect before rebonding but stupid me when and cut layer and destroy my ''long-silky-straight'' hair.

I want to trim my hair, but since ooi chee said that, I have to think again before I regret, hahah...

How if... *touch wood*

How if... *touch wood*
How if one day you need to be admitted to hospital and you're given a chance to choose either one of hospital you want. Lets consider the belows:

Gleneagles
- okay to be consider
- nurses and doctors are nice
- but insufficient parkings

Sunway
- will never put in consideration
- doctors are still lagging when the patients need help
- bad impression
- medical fees: damn damn expensive
- grandma passed away here

GH
- sigh, doctor and nurse always in slow motion (a rotten apple spoil the whole basket of apple)
- you will have to bear with their attitude
- medical fees: pretty cheap

Pantai
- admitted in before
- overall is good, doctor and nurse are kind and helpful.

Selayang
- not bad, but still there are doctors or nurses do things slow motion-ing
- medical fees: cheap
- but they are very straight with the visiting hours, sharp after visiting hours the guard will
stand at the entrance to block you entering the building
- sufficient parkings (foc)
- grandpa passed away here.

Tawakal
- no!!! auntie passed away here.

choi choi choi!!!! touch wood!!! touch wood!!! touch wood!!!
I SAID ''HOW IF'' ONLY....!!!!!

good or bad day?

A good or bad day?
I woke up as usual at 7am though I was on leave yesterday. I felt so fresh, unstress compare to the working days.
I get myself done and started my day driving to the epf counter to get my application done. After picking up chinloong , may and xinhui, we went to gleneagles to visit elaine. Omg...!!!Elaine, you put down weight, sigh..like a bamboo stick already. Get well soon ya babe and we can go shopping and makan again. Then from there we proceed to sunway campus. After the explanation from one of the officer there about the courses, we then browsed through the building. Overall, its quite okay and it really looks like a place to study compare to tarc where you could feel that you're like in sg wang. :P
Its was nearly 2pm and we decided to have a lunch and also go for the movie-Ah Long Pte Ltd at pyramid. I have been waiting to watch it and finally managed to watch it yesterday. But, after thinking of the traffic causes, I decided to go midvalley, at least after movie and lunch, I can avoid the bad jam along federal highway. Federal highway's traffic is pathetic man! Avoid it if possible. I didn't expect that midvalley will be that jam on weekday till I saw the career and education fair's banner. Anyway, I managed to park at gardens to see how ''premier'' are the parking lots there, weird right? Haha... Okay, when I have parked my car only I realized that my car only left not more than 1/8 tank of petrol. I will have to consider the probability to caught in the traffic is 80% if I want to go for a movie and lunch. It started to worry me. Anyway, we didn't get the movie tickets as the seats left for the movie are too bad to consider. So, we just managd to have a lunch there then go home since chinloong need to rush back home. Since this coming Sunday is xinhui's birthday, so we planned to get her a cake. After lunch, on our way back to gardens, I tried to walk with xinhui closely, while aimay and chinloong will run and get a cake for xinhui within the few minutes xinhui and I were walking to the toilet. She didn't realize anything. Finally, they bought a chocalate cake for her. We got in the car and I thought of why not I make a u-turn to old klang road and pump petrol. At least, if I really caught in the traffic jam then I will not stop half way on the road, so shameful if I really have no petrol half a way. It was really funny at first. I started the engine and the car were queuing to go out, then I off the engine again (to save petrol) till there is not much car and I drove out from the lot. I told them that I am not going to switch on the air-con as with air-con it might need more petrol and I need to SAVE PETROL now till I reach the petrol station, so you guys got to bear with it. Haha... Finally I found few petrol stations and joked at them that I know its hot and now we can switch on the air-con. But then, chinloong's side window couldn't move at all, it doesn't goes up no matter how many times he press. Shit man, where can I get a shop to repair it? Pity him that he need to whole the window till I found a shop to repair it..haha... On our way back to KL, I was so suprised that how come the traffic was so smooth as that time was around 5.30pm. I don't see many cars on the road. Luckily man!!!
Finally, I found one shop and get it repaired. I sent xinhui back after that and ask her whether I can borrow her house's toilet as a reason to give her a surprise. She didn't notice anything till I took the cake out. Haha... Happy birthday to our princess!!! Always 19th birthday k!!! Kekeke....



drafted 4/5/2008

i need you $o much

You came at the right time, I need you so much indeed. =} My purse is out of cash, I have bank in all my angpau money and the previous salary. What I have was only one hundred plus one month ago. And how I have been surviving for the past one month? I wondered.. really proud of myself. I am controlling myself for not swiping credit cards too frequent and how can I bear for not going shopping, wandering outside with friend, outdoors activities, etc? Praised myself so much. Kekekeke.... Since I joined my new company, I have been waiting for the pay day and there is just another two days to go only. 26 march, 26 march, 26 march, please come faster. To be frank, I have only not more than twenty bucks in my purse now. I was so happy when I received a call from dad, thinking that daddy must be asking me to prepare the food. Wooo, ''Auntie stroked 4D, and you guys are getting 1000 from auntie'', a message came from another side. But I was moody at that time and just gave a cool response, ''Oh, yes ar, okay then!''. You came at the right time my dearest 1000 bucks!!! I need you so much and I can go for shopping finally. Hmm, let me think where will be my first destination...

Help Me

After visiting education fair last Sunday, my brain was stuck with the same things. Everyday I am only thinking about which University is better and will be much more friendly to my dad's pocket. Actually, I wanted to study abroad so much, this is one of my dream. I wanted to have the experience studying abroad, learning to be independent and also enjoy the backpacker's life. Starting your new life in a new environment, getting to know new people and get to learn to bear with all types of problem. Aren't that a good experience that you can only have once in your lifetime when you are still consider as a ''student''. I must study damn damn hard, to reach my dream one day, I knew that I can do it if I really want.
Sigh, everyone is worrying about whether they can get to enroll local U, me too. If I am offered to study international business in UUM, I think most probably I'll go. But, the probability is very small right? :p Why Chinese and Indians can't be treated like how the Malays are being treated by the government? Ask the politicians -lah!!!! Damn pissed off to talk about this...

you are out!

Oh gosh, I really have no idea why I got to know you? Ya, don't ask why! ''That's fate''. Argh..I really got pissed off after having a conversation with you. What are you thinking actually? As though that I forced you to wait for me! As though I am fooling around with you! Please man, don't waste your time since I have told you that ''you are rejected''. I don't mind if you really think that I am the girl who you want to be with, and you don't mind waiting till I changed my mind one day. I got no reason to stop you on it. But, your message really made me jumped up. Ever since you confessed, I have been rejecting you and telling that I prefer to maintain our current status-friendship.

I am now considered big enough to think what I want right? Why can't you be ''more mature''? Let me recall how we get to know each other here... hmm, we got to know each other from tuition center and one day you found my friendster and asked for my contact, I gave you and you started calling. You confessed several times but I rejected and I remembered well that I did mention before that who knows what will happen in future. You told me that you will give yourself five years time, if you really can't get me to be your girlfriend then you'll give up. WTF -lah, if you really love someone why must you target yourself a duration to win her heart. I am human beings, not any object or dreams that you want to make it your own or achieve it. FINE then. One day I saw your personal message and made me think that you are in love, good then since you really got ''what you want'' just within the five years. Sometimes when I nudged you, you will tell me that how much you missed me but I am not blind okay!!! You are in love yet you are telling another girl that ''I MISSED YOU". Argh....... Then your calls were not that often, it was like once a week or two, or even worst, you will call me in the midnight (3am or 4am). Soon, I don't receive any calls from you. I felt nothing but realized, luckily that I didn't take your words seriously, else I might end up crying alone. =} Haha...

Til lately we got to chat with each other again in msn. First thing you are telling me that you missed me so much. Fine then. You told me that you have broke up with your ex and never want to be in any relationship anymore and saying that you don't trust love anymore because it really hurts you. I thought of cheering you up. You asked for my contact AGAIN!!! I have to say that I have been giving you my contact N times and you reasons are always ''i changed my number already ma''. Sigh, its alright anyway since we are friends what. You then started to call me. At first we have a normal chat like how friends do and soon you confessed again. After thinking of it, I rejected you and still I prefer to be friend. I trust my feelings despite what you promised till high sky because I really hove no feelings on you and also that ''you are not my cup of tea''! I know it hurts but that's true. No point lying with love because love with lies will not last long. You kept on asking that ''nothing to say is it? no chance to give me?''. I replied ''yes for this moment''. You then started barking at me telling that I am fooling you and you have been waiting for so long! Oh my goodness, since the day we started to keep in touch again till the day you confessed to me again was only one month long. (sangat lama ke?) Don't tell me that you have been waiting for me since your first confession k!!! At the same time you admitted that you just want to get a girlfriend last time when you confessed. Sigh, I really have no idea what I want to say next. Disappointed... One thing really made me want to bang on the monitor was when you said that.......

dun always b4 got a lesson

then u dun give a chance to others boys

is too unfair to me

wat not fair in this world?

juz yr thinking only

ok?

WTF!!!!Who you think you are?!!!? You made me got no confidence on you k!!!? I am trying to be good with you but you are barking at me with all this!!?!! YOU ARE OUT!!! NOT GENTLEMAN AT ALL!!! Do you know that it really hurts? I do admit that there was a few times that I rejected to answer your calls, so?!!
I saved the conversation so to refer back the next day, I don't mean anything doing this because at that time I was busying doing my application and it was nearly 1am, I got to wake up early the next day to work, and he was just grumbling how unfair I treated him in msn. When I wanted to reply, I only read the last few sentence(lazy to scroll up) was already enough for me to stop replying him. He was being too over, I just left without saying bye. No point arguing with him. Who cares, whatever it is, IS OVER!!!

i'm lost...

Hmm.... Finally I got my results though it is not results ''flying with colours'' but I am satisfied with what I have achieved. Should be satisfied with it -lah man!!! I studied day and night, sick and recovered and sick again, sacrificed my tv time, shopping time, supper time, and yumcha session somemore!!! Now I totally understand why the seniors are telling that ''stpm is not easy ar, don't play play''. Stpm has been trying to killing me! But, luckily I'm still alive. Hahaha... No doubt, its really the second toughest exam in the world!
And now, is the time to make decisions, but, I am lost right now. What should I do next? I really have no idea. Private U? Local U? Private U? Local U? Should I apply upu or leave the chances to others who really needs it?(as though that i'm that kind-hearted :p) Sigh... and what I'm thinking to do is only business, business and only business, and perhaps advertising after yinly roughly briefed me what is advertising about. It was quite interesting though.
I'm really getting frustrated to think about all this things and what I have planned before entering f6 totally gone because of my maths that sucks! Let me browse thru the education fair this weekend and finalize out. Wish me..