Past events

Past events? I have no idea to give a title to this post, so I would just name it Past Events since it supposed to be posted before the previous post but due to over excited bla bla bla~~~ That's why bla bla bla~~~

Dated: 24th November 2008
Had a gathering with my Sixth Form friends. And, I said something that I think is kinda hurting to him! Did I? I'm just being frank to tell the truth. I don't know whether my feelings or what the others said were true or not, I don't take any further action so to avoid any misunderstanding in future that will affect our relationship (I mean friendship la...) since I did not listen the true words from your mouth. What I heard was from my friends' mouth and what they said told me that ''perhaps'' I'm right. (You guys know what I am saying)

Dated: 29th November 2008
I got a call from Henny that morning and asking whether I'm attending FIR's concert. Of course no lah, because its too far. Hrm, Genting wasn't far but its kinda troublesome to travel all the way there. I just don't understand why the organizer changed the venue. Why not remain it at the Stadium. If it was to be held at the Stadium, I'd definitely go! Okay, back to Henny's call. She said Yap has free tickets. I was like gone crazy. ''FREE TICKETS??!!''. I ring up Elaine - the FIR fans immediately after hanging up the phone. But too bad, too late to date her, she has date! Ya, it was too last minute. I called Jeff, Winnie and yokeching but noone can make it! Yorr... you won't understand my feelings when I got to ''say No'' to FIR's ticket!! You won't feel the heartpain like me!!! I have been longing for their concert since the day I listened to their CDs and now they were here for concert and I got to say ''NO''!! Wtf...!!! I got no choice but to give away the tickets. Arghhh.....

And when I read the news about their concert from newsspaper the next day. It was written that the concert was great!!! I really missed it!!!

Since I can't go so that night as planned it was steamboat time! This was my first time having BBQ Steamboat Buffet with Charl. The variety of food was just so so only. The soup doesn't taste nice.

And, these are how I rate them:

- Variety of food : 7/10
- Taste of soup : 6/10
- Freshness of food : 6/10
- Price : 7/10

Tiffany was back, however we dumped her and managed to meet her up later. Haha... The reason was because we feel sleepy after steamboat.

This is the only photo taken and after that, we were busy ''BBQ-ing''.

Dated: 30th November 2008
Happiest day for the past 11 months. My effort has finally paid off.

Dated: 2nd December 2008
Am now back to Summer School and will be busy with online tests, assignment, presentation and progress test. I have no regret taking summer course though I won't be enjoying the summer holidays, believed that I've made the right choice.

Before (Holidays)

After... (Now)

And, to Daddy and mummy, I keep my promise, I'LL NEVER DISAPPOINT YOUR! I WANT YOU TO BE PROUD OF ME AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

And, friends, thanks for your concern and care during my doomsday (you know who you are), thanks for willing to spare me your ears to hear me and willing to listen to my grumbles. A million x0000000000 thanks to your! Muacksss......

Something extra:


This photo was captured while I was driving on my way back. I took my mobile and switch on the camera immediately when I saw this plate number and try to keep near to the car and when I thought of going nearer again the car has signaled to turn left. Without hesitation, click on zoom and chik chak. This is the outcome, a bit blur. Its HC21!!! ^^

Huuray

I can't wait to share this NOW!

10.30pm, my cell rang non-stop but I didn't answer any of it as, first, I have blocked some calls because I just received many strange numbers recently, second, I was bathing. I knew that the final results will release on 1st Dec on Webct. And to be frank, I have no intention at all to check it out immediately since VU Melb will be delivering my results to home. So, I thought to wait for the ''black&white'' results slip. And also think that if I score badly I have no courage to tell my parents too, so let them to see themselves.

After bath and done, I just thought to online and check any latest updates about the summer school. When I just login to MSN, friends were asking ''have you check?'', ''how ar, check already?'', ''good or bad?'' non-stop. These messages made me felt so nervous and started shivering. I text Charl immediately and tell her that my results has released as Aussie time has passed 12am, meaning 1st Dec. While busying replying them, my hands were shivering, wondering whether I should check it out. Some urged me to check it immediately so if I failed any paper I got to register for the supplementary paper and could start to plan the study time. Lolx... So, I decided to check it out. 

Alright, I have 4 subjects for this semester, which are 

1. Business Statistics (No doubt, I have confidence to score HD for this), 

2. Microeconomic Principles (I have confidence also but is just either D or HD), 

3. Business Law (Felt upset with my assignment marks and thought that these would pulled down my final marks, but still I think that I will pass and maybe get a HD!! *ps: the subject that I put most effort on it) and 

4. Management & Organisation Behaviour (Frankly, I have no confidence at all because I did not finish all the questions and when I entered the hall, my brain gone blank - I have forgotten everything!!!)

And, the conclusion is ....

1. Business Statistics - HD

2. Microeconomic Principles - HD

3. Business Law - D 

4. Management & Organisation Behaviour - D

I got 2 HD & 2D le. Hmm, I do admit that I am greedy la, I suppose to get all HD if that issue doesn't happen (people who knows what happen will understand me) and I think this would be the best result (should be) I ever got since my high school.

Hahaha... When I saw this, I couldn't control myself and broken into tears and immediately shared it with dad and mummy. But, they was not really satisfied as both my law and management paper marks was considered ''bad'' to them. Suddenly, I felt so down and I tried to explain to them that law paper failure rate is high and I did not finish my management paper. But, don't think that they accept that. Ya, they were just being a little cruel. Why can't they just at least praise my hard work?! Anyway, I will never give up again. Gambate~~Of course, peoples who were waiting for my news at least got a good news from me and thanks for their compliment. Hahaha.... never forget to text Charl the next second too to share this with her.

I still feel so so so happy, the hard work finally paid off. But, I do have to admit that I did have the thought to give up when I was answering my management paper. Its over. And, soon, I'll be back to Summer School lolx.

I can do cooking :)

I cooked ''mun yee mee'' yesterday. Overall its okay. I'd rate it 6 above 10, because it is not salty enough, little oily, the mee is not soft enough and the meat was a little hard. So, each of this will deduct 1 mark. Hahaha...

I miss food so much. I can't stop myself to think of it. I'm browsing to website to look for eatery, books and tv program. My next destination will be the newly opened buffet steamboat at Kepong!!!

I had a dream yesterday. I dreamt that I got 4 credits and 1 HD. Frankly, though all pass, but I don't want this. I feel nervous to see my result lah and VU Melb will be posting my final result to daddy very very soon. I can't imagine how my results will be this time, as some issues have affected me to concentrate on my studies. Argh~~~~~~~~

NO 1/2 <3

Noone can share a man's heart with others k.. Please, be mature!! Don't hurt the other party! Please. She deserved for your ''whole heart'' but not half of it. Even, me myself is not that kind-hearted till I can share a heart with someone. Please! Its over!!! Don't tell me this is being loyal to your partner k!!

Argh....fjkhnbnad beuihfren klnjfadifyabirfoemfdafnfhadigyr8ifodmfa;pxmxjxoj... I shouldn't ask him what does the pm meant.

蓝眼星

What is 蓝眼星? Do not ask me what is the term in English, because I don't know. :P

Eng hsiang told me this. When you wander at the beach at night, you will see something like a star blinking in the sand. Oh gosh, you get what I mean?? I don't know how to explain if you don't understand... He told me this is called 蓝眼星. I tried to google search this, but I couldn't found any related site about this. Does this really exist? HC loves beaches so much, but she does not know that there is such thing at night at the beach. Oh gosh.. Is it true? I can't wait to see that. I want to see this before my 21st birthday if it is true. *dreaming* again. There is a story behind alright. Well, I will elaborate more when I finish the illustrate pic. *winks*

h.o.m.e.

Holiday... Holiday...

I'm enjoying my holidays now. I almost stayed at home everyday, sleep and eat then sleep again. Of course, I can't live without tv. My daily routine is like: wake up, breakfast, read newspaper, watch tv, definitely will fall asleep again, wake up, lunch, tv, then sleep again..... By the way, I have finished the moonlight resonance hk series. A bit out-date-d right... Hahaha...

I'm waiting for the carnival sales to start then the shopping queen will be back again, hahaha. My itchy hand is well prepared already.

Between, I have another 1 week holiday only. :( The summer school will start in December. Luckily there is only 1 assignment. Woo....

Got to go bed earlier. Am going jogging with Charl tomorrow. Muahaha... HC is on diet...

why...why...why...

Why??? Why??? Why??? and WHY.........??????

I just don't understand why the situation turned out to be like that. I have always prayed that everything will be alright at the end. And it seems that it is becoming more serious...

I just hate them. I understand that they stand on their principle, but why not they think of the children. Why can't they just give up that thing. I don't mean to ask them to give up, perhaps a little approval will do a lot. I'm suffering. I just don't know what can I do next. I really hoped that grandpa and grandma are still here. At least they are here to solve the problem. At least, the relationship won't be that bad now. I have no power at all to control or even calm down the situation. I am at the middle person position now. I'm trying to help both parties, but it seems that I didn't do anything. All I can is only pray...pray...pray and pray. Hoping that grandma and grandpa could hear me and give me a direction or some guidance.

I just hate the adults. Hate the way they are now. Hate that every of their decision that affect the young generation. Hate the way they always think that they are right. Hate that they thought because you are children, you don't know much. I HATE THE SITUATION NOW!!! I deeply understand their reasons, but why can't both party step back and look at the future. We, the young one, the innocent person, who deserves for the smile now, turned out to be crying everyday.

The Winner Takes It All

Singer: Meryl Steep

Title: The Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see

The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

I just love this so much. I cried in the cinema when I saw this scene. Luppu luppu!!!
The winner really takes it all...

boring...

I have nothing to do other than online at this time. At first, I thought of watching Moonlight Renaissance, but mt wasn't at home so I can't get the dvd from her. Sigh...boring la...

Sometimes, I just feel that is fucking bored to online unless necessary. I do chat with friends, checking my blackboard, update my friends and also update my blogs, but it seems that there is nothing much more that I could do here. Indeed, I have the moonlight renaissance in my laptop, but never expect me to watch it with a laptop, neither desktop. I'd rather sleep.

Since it was pretty bored. I managed to clear all my mails. Oh my god, I have 237 mails in my inbox man and it was only a month ago when I checked my emails. Alright, checking emails and the same time browsing thru some other websites. I just thought of visiting a wedding website which I found on the newspaper just now and from there I am linked, linked and linked to other websites. I found a website with all love poems. By the way, I'm not getting married k. I just thought of getting some ideas to give fion a surprise on her wedding. And, it's on my 21st birthday somemore!!! Hahaha... And I just found this damn cool website, where I can buy a star!!! Perhaps I should say that where I can register a star under my name and it will be registed in the copyright office in USA. Sounds cool right. HC want that!!! How I wish my dear could give me this!! Pisces starts dreaming again. But ain't it looks cool and romantic. Precisely... *dreaming*

Sigh, I still have a pretty childish dream. Shh...in fact, noone knows even my exs. I'll tell this later... Hahaha.... 

I still have another 189 mails... I'm pretty tired now though I have slept so many hours today. Besides, I got to wake up early tomorrow to help Henny to order the kuihs, lol. Maybe I'll go for a jogging.

By the way, I just got the keyboard cover for my laptop babe!!! Little keyboard babe, now you are protected. -Dust Free- Hahaha...

Summer Holidays

Its Summer Holidays..................................... wulalalala..... 

Exam season is over. I can go shopping!!! May and I went and watched Mamma Mia yesterday. Its was really a nice show I would say. Hc break her record again, she is going to cinema more than twice a year. Hahaha... I just love the song, the story, the people in it. I just hope that I could even go for the show which will be held in Malaysia soon. Mamma mia...mine mine~~~ I fall in love with Abba's songs already. :p

 

Went shopping today and I bought some tops. Haha.... Damn syok!!! 

I want to shop till I drop! *Giggles* 

Ladies night~~~ Ladies night~~~ Can't wait to see you guys...

sad

Sad Sad Sad...

Not happy with my law assignment marks... Arrghh... How can it be...

Sad Sad Sad....

WHY LIKE THAT ONE!!!!

sob sob sob

100GB memory

Planning, organising, leading, controlling... Hahaha... Ya, memorise memorise and memorise... I need a 100GB memory brain to store all the keywords, essay point and sample answers... Hahaha... I wish~~~It's just a wish~~~

I should have watched this earlier...Sigh.. Lazy ching! Only managed to have a look yesterday night around 2.30am. Thought this perhaps could give me some guidance!!! So, what I found? Oh gosh, I found useful tips la!!!

Now, I found a good place to do my revision... The National Library. A place where I can run away from all the frustrating issues. I'm trying very hard to keep all the annoying issues aside, I'm trying..but, frankly, sometimes I still think of it...Arghh....Frustrated already!!! Shoo~~~~~~~~ Shoo~~~~~~~~~~

Henny, Fennee, Fion and Hy... Lets have the Ladies night on again after my final!!! Miss you guys badly!!!

HC will be alright soon. *wink*

My good listener when I am down...Support me...

damn f**cking

Study week is going to end.. Geerrr.... final exam!!!

Sadly, study week seems to be a hectic week to me. Its really a bad time. I have never had such pressure doomsday before... I just couldn't concentrate on my studies and I have another 3 days to final.. Final!!! Final!!! Its final!!! Why all this came in at the same time? I am not going to tell whats going on now... I just want to put this aside. Its killing me!!! Because of this, I can't even concentrate, broke into tears again and again. How I wish grandma and grandpa are still here... Ya...how I wish... But, will never come true...

someone passed away

I am preparing my law summary notes. And, suddenly, I heard the drum sounds. Ya, I know, its the monk who hit on the drum (time to pray, pray and chant for the deceased). And later it followed by a light thunder storm. Ya, it's going to rain (it is raining already). They are sad, that their beloved mother has passed away. And the God is crying.

And it reminded me of my dearest grandpa. He passed away in 2006. It was the 13th day of CNY. I break down, I cried and sat on the floor in the ICU. I have no more grandparents. Ah ma and ah gong are gone. So, noone will share my happiness. I have no grandparents to sit with me in the same table on my wedding dinner. They are not going to ''yum seng'' with me. They are not going to get the allowances from me when I start to work. They are not going to see my babies. They would not be there when I need help and a shoulder. For that very moment, I lose them. Lose people to share happiness and sadness with me. They brought me up and I felt guilty when I recalled for those irrespectful deeds that I have done towards them. But, they have no complaints at all. THEY ARE MY DEAREST BELOVED AH MA AND AH GONG!!!

It is raining now, so meaning that people will not visit the deceased house to pay a last respect? It happened in grandpa's funeral too. Because, grandpa passed away during CNY, and usually chinese would prefer not to attend events that will bring bad luck to them, so called ''pantang''!!! To me, I don't care whether it is a tradition or whatsoever called pantang. What I hoped was only people (I mean it can be anyone who knows my grandpa to come and pay a last respect, I don't even mind if you just walk in and pray and leave) to come and pray grandpa at least A LAST RESPECT. When babies were borned, the parent will have parties or dinners to celebrate the happiness of a new borned baby. But, why not people take the effort to at least step in the house to give a bow. I don't think that it takes a day energy to just step in. Perhaps what I am expecting is just merely a fairness to my grandpa or respect from people from my grandpa or notice fron people that a good man passed away. There wasn't much people on the funeral day as it was ''chap goh mei''. To me, it was really saddening. Because, noone accompany ah gong for his last journey.

Anyway, I am proud of him.

Recalling this incident has made me broke into tears again.

To ah gong: ''take care of ah ma okay. love your always'' From the naughty ah ching!

Fatty Ching

I'm gonna be the fatty ching. Erm, am already a fatty ching. So, now will be mummy and daddy's fattiest ching...

I started craving for food when I finished my last assignment (the most hectic one among all assignments). Why?

Ya, stress!!! I have less than 3 weeks to final from now. It's the final countdown from now... *I left 18 days to final* -Gosshhh-

HC, no more wandering. Business law, the most hectic subject. I'm gonna torture myself to finish reading the whole textbook and preparing summary notes within 2 weeks.

The Summer School name list is out. I ned to make decision again. DIlemma~~~ If I take, I will have to study during the cny holidays. If I don't, of course I could enjoy a long long cny holidays BUT I don't wanna stress up again when I need to take 4+1 subjects altogether next semester and there would be at least 4 assignments too. To be frank, I have no conclusion yet since the final registration is on 31 Oct. Would consider whether others are joining or not.

I WANT FOOD!!!

pissed off

What the......!!!! I am pretty angry now. Get frustrated with it.

I hate doing group assignment!!!

WTF!!!

saman

I was found in fault. I parked my car at the roadside and went to buy some stuffs just now. I saw there were cars being parked there and thinking that police will hardly saman on saturday. So, I headed and parked the car there. Who knows when I am out from the shop, the police was there already and I saw a receipt being slipped on the mirror.

Bad day...

Summer School

At first I have no intention at all to attend the summer school. But, I saw my coursemates were filling up the form and I just asked. Never thought of attending it also. Just want to find out why don't they take a rest during this coming summer holidays.

Ya, there were right too. By taking 2 core subjects now, then you won't stress up yourself in the next sem. Like how we are suffering now, we don't even have a break after the mid term break. We have assignments due every consecutive week, and till today, we have one more assignment to be done and due next week. Then, its revision week and later FINAL!!! Then summer holidays... 3 months man. I can enjoy the chinese new year and go vacation with my big families. -giggles-

But, I don't wanna stress up myself next sem. So, I headed to the aup office to get the form filled and handed in. However, I still have to wait for seat confirmation and I can decide later whether t join or not. I'm still wondering whether I should take the summer school class.

Sigh... I'm having headache already. Don't even want to think of it also. And finals is around, got to work hard already. And and and, I want to have shopping spree after my finals. Yeah~~~

bye my hair

Saying goodbye to my hair..
I have trimmed my hair and it was quite short.
Sigh~~~ I shouldn't have entered that salon. I preferred Eddy-the hair stylist man!!!

wtf

Wtf !!!! I am almost done with the assignment and today only I heard that I have to change my report format!!! Errhhhhhhhhh..........

I'm going crazy!!! Can I just get rid of this report as soon as possible and I wanna start doing my law notes!!!! I still think that my report format is acceptable. Hate the latest format I heard!!!

Gosh...........got to suffer to restructure it again... Wtf!