Learning

Everyone knows that to forget it to forgive.

But even if you have forgiven, it doesn't mean that you have forgotten. There is nothing call "forget". Its something impossible that everyone is struggling to prove.

Since you want/ask for it, then you'd have to bear the consequences of losing/not getting it as well, fair enough.

People are always asking, how to love; but they have actually forgotten that learning how to forgive is important too.

學識去愛, 都要學埋放手....

A better person

I'm not borne to be perfect, neither you.

Overtime, we grow.

We fall, we stand up,

We cry, we shed our tears,

Always believe that rainbow will somehow come,

That's what makes us a better person.

<3

我会...

坚。持。到。底。

HELLO 2011??!

Well, it has been quite some time.

Have been having a bery-very busy semester. Having 3 group assignments. One research projects.

Its all about doing doing and doing. Dont really have must sleep for the past 2 weeks. Anyway, I left the final research report, then I will be done and hence, got to prepare for my finals.

Well, let me spam 2 photos taken for our research presentation thingy. It was quite good indeed though we were having a hard time this week to finalize everything. And we only get to come out with our powerpoint on the day of our presentation. It was like we spend 3 hours together to finalize everything, without any practice at all. And I think we did quite well, really! Love my Zaboossss lol

Paris of the East

Have been looking back at the tagged photos at this time, 4.09am. And of course I wanna put it here. This was took like 3 months back, and I love this one so muchhh....

The Second Last

It will be the second last final exams of my degree program in VU and I'm so gonna miss it..

I guess many out there do agree with me that, we prefer rushing for assignments (though it will end up with sleepless nights), instead of working from day till night. Working life can be very bore in times. We can skip class, but we can't skip work! Right??? RIGHT!!!!

Anyway, 2 weeks before the finals and I'm still busying with my last assignment! Arghh..how I wish to get it done soooo soooon so that I can start my revision lah...

I have so many things to study yet so little time left for me. :(

Fyi, I have 2 papers at one day, what more it is an open book exam (doesn't mean its easy). I got to prepare lotsa things lerhh... :(

Anyway, I can do it! I have faith in myself! I'll never give up...

Let's start the countdown and peeps, all the best!

Go go go... :)

Will be back when I'm back :p

i WANT

Ya, Iphone 4 has finally launched by the two competing Telcos - Maxis and Digi last week.

I get to try the phone out in one of the Telco's launching event. Seriously, I have been eying on this phone when it was first launch in the States and I thought of getting myself the 4th phone at the end of the year since my phone is kind of 'old' enough to retire. Somehow, my phone is not functioning quite well for the past few weeks and I think that it is signalling that he wants to retire. So, what to do since I can't wait any longer. I actually have a spare phone if I'm not going to get a new phone soon to replace my current half-dead phone but the Iphone 4 is really too tempting. But seriously, I dislike the 24 months contract which I don't really want to be tied up that long because I do plan to further studies in overseas after completing my Degree, which is in not more than 1 year time.

What to do? I have no choice since I don't wanna switch to Maxis and port in to Digi again later which is quite troublesome because my number was registered under Dad's name and there are other 4 other supp lines which I think will definitely be affected if I switch and port in again...It would definitely spoil the current plan.

Ahaha..am not going to bother. I just can't wait to get my 4th phone, which is iphone 4~

Play safe!

What will you do when you saw a stranger trying to open your house gate? Would you just jump to them and ask who are you? Or would you hide behind and at the same time call the police to come over for help? Would you just shout at them to scare them off? Would you just drive and block their way and ask wth are you doing here...

All these came into my mind for that very moment when I saw this with my eyes this afternoon. No doubt, my legs were shivering. Don't tell people to calm down when they are faced with such situation. That's pretty tough to calm down! Unless you have experienced that so many times or maybe you are a police? Am not making things funny... but what I want to say is that whenever you are in this kind of situation, honk at them, scare them off, no matter how just make sure you must be safe first before you can solve the problems. Robbery or thieves are very much smarter than you expect. That's why they are the ''thieve'' and there will be the victims.

When approaching my house, I saw a Wira (WDA 6957) in gold colour stopped in front of my house and I suspected who is that. As I approach nearer, I saw a guy with his umbrella standing at the gate and trying to open it. I guess his ''gang'' didn't realize that I'm approaching until I honk at them. From the way he dressed up, I'm certainly so confident that this guy is not my brother. Neither my dad's friends. Will you give your friend your house key and ask them to go your house to get something for you? Definitely no right. As it was raining outside and I can't just open the car and shout at him, instead, I honked at him. When he turned and looked at me, he was so steady and walked into the car and I don't see any panic expression on his face! That's the blardy face I ever saw. I feel like poking him now! The driver (there were 2 person sitting in front and I'm not sure if there is still other people behind) then drove off slowly....

(I'm too tired to blog....so, to be continued....)

I study LAW

Call me a law student. I study law, ok!

Been trying to understand the law books yet I only manage to understand a little of it even though after reading like 20 pages of the book. Flipping through many other books to get a better understanding, yet, law ain't easy. And now I seriously remember why did my ex-lecturer said ''if you're going to read the whole book, you will lose your hair! And I'm the example exactly!'' Hahaha..

Alright, back to the law books! Hopefully can figure what is it about. I surely got to prepare for my law presentation as soon as possible. Because I'm presenting in front of Marc!!!! Good luck to myself. *Praying hard*

For no reason

Have been thinking over the same thing these days. Why am I doing things for no reason? I'm doing things that I know it won't benefit me at all..

Thinking on the positive side: the kind-hearted me will tell myself, don't ask for any return when you do anything, whether it is to friends, partner or yourself. You will be much better off if you have helped someone. I do I do.

Thinking on the negative side: When I need help, where are all these people? Where are the helpful hands where I wished to see when I'm in the need of help. Not only needing help, but there are many many other things that you will feel upset when you don't see them or when they tend not to place you at a more important position.

I personally think that, I'll do whatever that I can do to help anyone out there, even if it's a stranger. I feel contented after the help. I feel happy when people do say thanks to me, showing that they appreciate that. I offer advise and support to my friends sincerely from my heart when they need my advise/help or my comment, though some people may not take it. In the end, I may be the bad person though, where I've experienced before. And that is where you don't see any return from it but on the other hand these people doing things that annoyed you.

Sometimes, I'm kind of like not understanding why some people can be so ''not geh bo''. (I don't really mean the ''geh bo lar..) And I mean like when I'm asking your opinion, you will never give me any advise but only saying, up to you la; ''Yer, I don't know wo''; ''Har, you better not ask me!''; ''Cincai la... (deep inside their mind they would think non of their business also!).

Sometimes, I just don't understand why people will find me just to get some advise. Like why Pui Yee kept asking me whether she should take CBF or not. In fact, we only get closer like few months ago. Why she is not asking others that she knew and supposed to know that these people know her better than me? I give sincere/better advises than anybody else? I don't think so. Maybe I'm kind of straightforward, that's why I'm targeted. But when I get to listen things from other people of what she has said (obviously things that I never said before and she was like twist and turned what I said), it just made me so pissed off! (I do wonder whether she did misunderstand me or not but most probably not. Because I've been advising and telling her the same thing again and again!!!)


No matter how, the conclusion is that, do whatever you can. Help whoever you want but take the risk of not getting any return!! Only blame yourself if the person annoys you even if you have helped her! Be as not geh bo as possible. Live in the world like people's business is non of my business unless you reasonably think you should help that fellow. If not, be as not geh bo as possible. I wonder whether I can be that or not.